SATM

 SATM =Mugging for mid sem test.

Just a short post this week as i am rushing to revise for the upcoming test.Been quite an angry week in school because some stuff happen and well, all i can say "god please give me strength to carry on for this 1 year".

To be honest i am being to feel the "generation gap" as school goes by each week. Maybe the problem might be me myself. Somehow i don't really feel that those people are my class are people who I want to built friendship with. Not to badmouth anyone but this is what happen.

 On Monday,I left my bag and laptop outside the class because the room was not open yet and i went to somewhere for a while.When i am back,i saw the class went in the room and my bag and laptop was outside.Perhaps  the fault might be i did not ask anyone to help me look after.But lucky i was only gone for a while and 1 kind soul did help me to move my laptop into the class and my laptop was not stolen.

So i am not convince that my classmate was "selfish" so i decided to try something again on Wednesday. I purposely left my bag with some "classsmate" who was sitting outside the class. again when the class open all went in and my bag was still outside.

Perhaps I don really talk to my current poly "classmate" but then I really feel that people for my ITE days have more common sense as to even thought we were not friends with someone in the class, we will not let their valuable be left unattended.

So I decided something after Wednesday that i will not really do anything for this class even as a class rep. I can be nice to people who treat me badly but then this "class" is not even worth my effort at all.

But on the bright side,Saturday YES was something i can relate to. Be it "relationship", "friendship"," second chance", "suicidal though". Hard to tell that people like me can be down with so much problems and yet still seem so fine on the outside.

I am not really afraid to share my past because i am also human,Life ups and downs is a sure sign that i am still alive each day.

Peharps that "near-death experience" accident 7 years back really change me a lot.And i would say by "mercy" that i can walk out unharmed from that accident.

Not trying to preach Christianity but I am just proud of my faith.

***Will try to fix my blog code after the holiday****

Late post SATM

Was suppose to post on Saturday but was too distracted by my hand phone game.

School was kinda hectic as there are a few interim project submissions and mid semester test is 2 weeks from now and I still don really understand a few module and haven even revise yet.

Guess something that stuck me the most would be a video of nick vujicic called something more.



Reason why i remember this video almost after a week because like nick,i used to have suicidal thoughts because of some stuffs.I will not elaborate what happen,but if your are curious about what happen ask me personally and i will tell you face to face.

But I am proud to say I have walked past those dark day and i am thankfully for each day.

Don't judge people by their physical flaws because they are born with it and they did not chose to have.

Don't hate people because the hurt your emotion,thank them for they made you stronger and wiser.

Don't judge people by their attitude, know their life story first.

Don't hate the world,because there is something worth living each day.

SATM: Barely surviving

Had a FBO class meeting this Wednesday at Clark Quay for dinner.after dinner,the rest suggested to go to "illusion" but was kinda stuck between to go or not to go because there were lesson at 9am the next day but in the end still decided to go with the rest.

I kinda regret paying $40 for the hard liquor because i never try it before and the rest was not really nice.But still i did better than last time because i only puke only once for the whole night.Reach home around 4am and sleep for 3+ hours before dragging myself to school.

Went to Fullerton area with half the class to do some field trip stuff and I was kinda embarrassed because we are walking in and out of the hotel and the security was like staring at us.But still we manage to do what we need to do and was not "kick out of the hotel by them".

Kinda want to talk about "personality" this week,because i was told to do a DISC personality test this week and my result is i am a "DC" person and i am the only one in the class that belong to the "D" type.

As most of the module project is starting,i am kinda irritated, frustrated and stress because tests and projects dateline as so close to each other.And i kinda really need to do lots of self study to "catch up" with the lessons.

When back to school on a Saturday morning and i kinda hate it when my weekend are disturb by school and i initially wanted to go to zouk on Friday night but i know that if i were to go,high chance i will not be able to wake up for Saturday lesson.

So after the sat morning lesson,went to youth service and after the youth service, i had a meeting with my CL and i have to admit i kinda want to escape from her because i know what she want to say to me.But then again i have to agree what she say even though she is very naggy.

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 will re-update this post again because i need to sleep if not i wil be late for school again.

No holiday mood lei.

Went to some cafe with "F1,2013 stewarding ppl" on Thursday after school so i just let the picture describe everything.

For me i would say that the food fusion was worth a try and i would give a 3/5.The ambiance was really an interesting concept but i did not take any picture so if you want to know,you can visit the restaurant yourself.

Restaurant info :La Marelle Cafe @ 25 Baghdad Street

Just a short explanation of the photo above.Saw this "garfield" outside one of the cafe and i am not kidding,the size of the cat is really quite big.Not wanting to disturb it,so i decided to take this photo from a distance.

So after dinner,we are looking for a place for dessert but most of the cafe are full and we ended up walk to Bugis plus and have waffle ice-cream from MarbleSlab.


1 May (labor Day)

Dad say he would bring me to Malaysia today but he did not.So I ended up going Malaysia alone at 7pm.Spent $30 RM on McDonald for dinner because I did not really eat much in the afternoon and i decided to have my 3 in 1 meal (lunch+ dinner + supper) so I order a quarter pounder meal plus 20 pieces nuggets and the lady also give me.I have no idea why she give me this,so i check the receipt and it say it was some kind of promotion item,so i just take it.Intending to sell it away cos it will accumulate dust in my house only.

2 May

Went for the Oikos with the zone people which i initial wanted to skip because i kinda wanted to just stay at home and sleep or play Dota,but eventually decided that i need to exercise so i kinda drag myself to go.Played captain ball,frisbee and volleyball and i kinda had muscle cramp after like playing for 10 minutes but i just decided to just play on.

Dinner with dad after that with my stinky smell from my sweat that dry up on the shirt.