Using My Smile To Cover My Unhappness.

i will be using point form to post cos i lazy,and i know even no one want to read my blog.

^things in my family is better than last time

^there are a lot of thing to be solve

^quit smoking after my last packet of cigarette is finish

^this Saturday will be a busy day got a job testing at zoo kfc.and Saturday morning still need go mac and work.so Saturday i might no answer people phone call.i am here to said sorry i advance.

^there are still problem that i don know how to solve.

^i plan to go private school after this year if i get 1 in class for overall result(it seem impossible) but i haven tell my parent about it.

that is almost all i am thinking now.

today was quite nice.in school i am always caught by teacher for reading book.and surprisingly all teacher that caught me reading the book have read the book before.then maths lesson do filing then recess.then after recess was f and n.the fcking yi ping keep di siao me then i du lan than don talk to him.then was Chinese lesson,don know got the thought of quiting school cos this few day a lot of thing happen,and i started to smoke(i am not trying to act like smoking is very cool like that hor)cos i think it help me relive some of my stress.then after school yi ping say sorry to me then i go out to smoke with some friend.then after that go home and take badminton racket then bus down to meet benson and yi ping and their friend the we started to play badminton.then 5+pm we go to 7-11 to buy drink then benson and yi ping sent me to the bus stop and i bus home.and just now don know why all the blogskin i chose all say what bandwide exceed then what upgrade,then i change the blog skin to this.

i promise not to bug you anymore,but i am not sure i can forget you a not.

vental tears

i thought about maybe letting go of you is the best way to end but until now i still love you.i never treasure you you when we were together on 8 of October 2008,even it was just a day,or even it is less that 24 hours.the feeling is always there when i see you,and i am guilty of not by your side when you was sad or loney,because everytime now,i was afraid i talk sometime wrong and you will get angry at my nonsense,and because i know you never like me anymore.maybe this might be my excuse for me to feel better.i admit i am not a handsome guy.but now saying this is pointless because we have reach a stage were we don even talk to each other.and another 50 days is 8 of October,maybe i am to in love in you to a point i don have the courage to let go of you and move on.

Wish you,all the best of end of year.