"Circles" week (25 to 28 August)

Kinda lost the excitement in blogging already.When i first start blogging again few months back,i want to keep a dairy of what are the events and stuffs that happen within this one year.And most importantly to remind me of the goals that i have set,"4.0 GPA".

Right now,to be honest,I still want to start that entrepreneur idea that i have thought of but i don really have that finance right now.Wanted to lent from mum but she already lent me some money for the upcoming trip and she kinda not wanting me to go on this trip also.And also when my attachment start,i might not be able to handle both task at the same time.Did find some people to join me,but was rejected immediately.But still i will not give up on this idea,for i will definitely work some things out.

Keep having this thought that i am a "stubborn" person with a tendency on making "rash" decisions and end up making the "wrong" choice.Perhaps being an "emotional" person is my weakness.I am always affect by other people feelings and my own feelings that when it come to making a choice or a decisions,i am blinding by emotions that i cannot make a logical decisions or actions.

About 2 week till the final 2 exam paper and it will be the end of the 6 months school lesson and the start of 6 months attachment program.Still a bit nerve wracking about it.Hopefully this attachment would pass very fast.I guess perhaps i would miss the class a bit.Did not really bond with them much but there are times which i really had a lots of fun with them.Will miss a few of them when i leave.

Not to sure what i am going to do during the upcoming holiday...haha...Not intending to work part time but i am low on cash.What to do??

Somehow this is how i am feeling now.

Guess one day i will find my own happiness,but till then i will patiently wait for her to come into my life.

Moody week (18 to 24 Aug)

Guess I have been numbing myself by trying to keep a busy schedule except Sunday.But I am kinda  tired by the busy schedule.Even after work,I would find some activities,so that I will not start to "over-think" some issues.

Don really have the initial motivation to study already and I am forcing myself to study.Lesson now are all about revision and I really cannot answer most of the questions.

To be honest I used to think I have passion in the service industry but as time goes by,I am being to doubt myself.I really like the "human interactions" and creating the "wow factors" for guests but I really get stress up when things don go according to plan.Perhaps the "f&b"  and the "hotels" industry is not really suitable for me.I always have lots of funny and weird ideas that I want to try out but I am not really in any position to try it out.

Shows like "hotel hell" and "undercover boss" always inspire me to become a entrepreneur in the service industry.Competitions from well known brands kinda make it hard to start a business and compete with them,but I beg to differ.There is a saying "the bigger it is the easier it fall".

Just want to get good grade for my current course so that I can go to "events management course" in poly and hopefully after NS I have the capital to start my own business venture.

But right now I am kinda afraid of the upcoming industry attachment.I have no idea why also.

Sleepy Sunday

As usual,i will definitely sleep like a pig on Sunday because i have no where to go...Wanted to do some revision but then i am so sleepy.Really need a study partner so that i can really revise for the upcoming exam.Kinda lose the enthusiasm about studying.But then i really want to do well for this course because i want to go poly before NS.

Got to go now...My bed is calling me again..

Sick Saturday

Kinda learn quite a lot at work today and i made quite a lot of mistake today as well.But then it all part of the learning process,especially if you are working in a place where there is no "SOP" and you just have to learn everything the hard way.

For no reason when i was bathing after my work,my nose suddenly bleed and i don know why.It has been quite a while since my nose bleed.

Wanted to meet with some classmate for dinner because i am darm hungry but then i end work too late and they are already about to go back.So end up having Burger king for dinner..

Tired Friday

Not much happen today in school.Guess i am too tired.

Work Thurday

Beginning to think if the place i chose for attachment is the right place a not.Somehow the "Cons" outweigh the "pros".But then again sometime you have to be place in an uncomfortable place so that you are challenging yourself to do better.

Some incident happen at work today and i was kinda pissed off by some people but then i was kinda at fault also.Hais..Just got to endure the upcoming attachment...

"Sometime the more i seek,the more i felt lost in this unforgiving world"

Irritated Wednesday

Just hope to finish the Entrepreneur module project.I really feel like ranting things about the project, but then i remember something that i read about.It about Abraham Lincoln life story and here is a part of that story from the book "How to win friends and influence people".

"In the autumn of 1842 he ridiculed a vain, pugnacious politician by the name of James Shields. Lincoln lampooned him through an anonymous letter published in the Springfield Journal. The town roared with laughter. Shields, sensitive and proud, boiled with indignation. He found out who wrote the letter, leaped on his horse, started after Lincoln, and challenged him to fight a duel. Lincoln didn't want to fight. He was opposed to dueling, but he couldn't get out of it and save his honor. He was given the choice of weapons. Since he had very long arms, he chose cavalry broadswords and took lessons in sword fighting from a West Point graduate; and, on the appointed day, he and Shields met on a sandbar in the Mississippi River, prepared to fight to the death; but, at the last minute, their seconds interrupted and stopped the duel.

That was the most lurid personal incident in Lincoln's life. It taught him an invaluable lesson in the art of dealing with people. Never again did he write an insulting letter. Never again did he ridicule anyone. And from that time on, he almost never criticized anybody for anything. "

Perhaps sometime we are so blinded with emotions that we go tell everyone about it or rant everything on the internet.But then i realize something,somethings are really not worth my time and be upset the whole day.In group projects,there will definitely be the "doer" and the "slacker",and you just have to deal with it.

Gosh exam are coming and i really need to do something about it.ARRRRRRRRRRR

Tiring Tuesday

All the module lecture are trying to clear all the chapter by this week and I realizes  that I seem to lost motivating to study.

Finally went to gym for a short while after so long and I think I am gain quite a lot of weight.

CCA  was really a full physical training and also the grading result was out...felt abit disappointed but at the same time I know what my weakness was.

Suckish Monday

As alway monday is alway so bored and suckish.All 3 lesson are a total waste of time.I try to be possitive every monday,but it not working.Really need to do lots of revision from now on.

I seriously hate to do group projects.Reason being I really hate people who talk and throw the "shits" to people and  people that just don care about the project.Not saying that the other people are not contributing but i really hate the fact that when i was doing the projects stuff,people are just doing stuff to annoy you like asking when can they go home.Do you think i like staying back to do all those.I have so much stuffs to do rather that staying in school to all those??

1)I have tons of revisons to do
2)Books to read
3)Go to gym
4)Trying to reseach and remember my part time work stuffs.
5)Errands to do

and much more.

After school went down to The Cathay to buy some stuff but was told to come back on friday as there are no stocks.

MRT back to AMK hub and went to buy a new wallet as my mom is nagging at me for alway losing my ez-link card.

Wanted to do a new student ez-link card as i broke my card and now i am using an adult ez-link card and it is really "burning money fast".

是我太笨,过于关心不值得的东西.或许这是我致命的弱点.

Ending the day and post with a stupid picture of me.haha..

4 to 10 August 2014

Awesome week spend.Almost reach home at 9pm for the whole week,but I can i enjoy each day except Monday and Thursday.

Monday kinda start on a bad note.The first lesson was cancel and the "sub group" was not informed.so wasted 2 hours in school doing nothing.The second lesson was also kinda bored as there are some fault in the system.So basically did almost nothing in school today.

Tuesday and Wednesday was the most awesome as we get to skip lesson and help the seniors with the haunted house.It really bring back memories when I participate in the Sentosa haunted house event 2 years back.Some students reaction are epic and funny.I guess that mean that the haunted house was really a success.Did manage to really bond a lot with the rest of the class when I begin to talk a lot.Dinner with them for the both day and talk lots of craps.

Thursday was not really fun I would say.Went to work from 10am to 8pm and when to meet some people for dinner.Did not really enjoy the dinner though.I hate it when people don inform me who is coming and when i reach there,people i don know pop out of nowhere.I don really like to drink with people i don know because you don know them well.

Friday was kinda hectic.Went for the captain ball events in the morning.Did not really play much of the games though and I am the only one that turn up for the housekeeping practical as the rest have some stuff to do.Luckily that there is help from some senior and some lecturer.Meet some classmate for dinner at lot 1.

Saturday was good I guess.work from 10am to 8pm.and then have steamboat dinner went the sub group classmate at bugis. Kinda like the idea of having "part 2" after work.But then I guess it the people who you spend the night with that make it worth it,unlike the Thursday dinner....

Sunday was kinda drowsy.Plan to study but ended up watch tv and taking long naps...

Hope each week will be fun like this.

School seem much more interesting each day when I begin to show my "mischief and childlike side".

Relive Sunday

Finally CCA grading test are over.My mind totally went blank when I was doing my test and I guess I did not did so well as my kicks are kind of low.But anyway I am glad all the school test and CCA test are over.

Was kind of bored so I just took a bus to Toa Payoh and halfway,someone called and ask me out for a movie.

Watch guardian of the galaxy and like most people I find that groot is so funny and cute.

Went to LAN to play with the group and I have to admit computer games are not something I am good at.I do play those online game but I am really noob at it.haha...

Some of them left after the Lan games around 8pm,while the remaining few and I continue to play pool.Did not expect to lost all the games...hais...

Had a quick dinner before heading home.

insightful Saturday

Part time job was good except for the fact that a manager decided to be a a**hole and it kinda dampen my mood a bit.I guess it good that I get to know some stuff about the hotel before my attachment start is not a bad idea.

I never understand the "concept ideas of new trends and downfall of corporations" when I was first expose to that.But as I increase my working experience in big company,I slowly begin to understand bit and pieces of that concept.Perhaps the saying of "those who don't change with the tides,will get smash dead on the shore".

Went to meet with some classmates after work and had dinner.And went to slack at the fast food outlets.

I kind of like the idea of having "part 2" everyday.having fun with different people at different place.But I reliase that it am be quite tiring,especially if you need to wake up early the next day.But I kind of miss those day when I was still with my "ex-business accociatse",having late discussion and impromtu supper.

I guess sometime we just need to enjoy those fun moment because we don know when it will last until.

Uncertain Friday

Lessons seem weird today due to some reasons.

Was a bit hyper in school and one of the lecturer say I was like a total different person because she alway though that I was a quiet kid.I guess to many people are very confuse.Why sometime and I am quiet and anti-social then all of a sudden,I become very hyper and friendly.To be honest,I really don know myself either.I guess my actions and are depend on the current mood of the day.

Glad that school tests are all over except for the CCA test on Sunday.

Days seem to pass so fast nowadays,not really sure if it a good thing or a bad thing.Good in the sense that I am a day closer to graduating the course which I don really like or have any passion in it,just study for the sake of going poly.Bad in a sense that I am always wasting the days by not doing any productive things

Not really sure if  I am ready to take on the responsibility of a young adult.Kinda miss those day when people would call me 小弟弟(little boy).Guess along the journey of growing up,we will defiantly lose something and gain something.