When I intent to restart blogging,I say that I would want to post everyday,but now,I have been posting weekly only.I must say I have become more and more lazy as time goes by and along the way I really lost a lot "stuffs" like the motivation and the positive attitude to start an entrepreneur project,the discipline to at least read a chapter each day,lost the interest to go to the bookstore to buy a self help book weekly.
Not going to give excuses such as I have no time because of attachment work or etc because really need to be honest with my self and start planing for my life ahead.In a few month time,I am going to hit "20" and I am still not done with my study and NS.
During this week in my workplace,it become more obvious that I am not really suitable in the hotel industry or more specifically the "front office".My personality and interest is more of doing those "back support stuffs" because I can be really shy and I sometime find it hard to get my message across to people and i don't like to deal with lots of guests unless needed,because I have been in "service industry" long enough to see the flaws and beauty of it.And the most valuable lesson I learn is
"your best cannot please all guest,but you cannot stop trying your best to please the guests"
To be honest I don really care if guest recognize my name or give me tips(unless it a 3 digits tips,I might consider take my words back),but to me what I really want is that satisfaction of guest and letting them leave happy from my workplace,be it a random act of kindness or a "wow" moment for them.
Then again there will alway be those "cheapo" or "nasty" guest that will really spoilt your mood and day with their nonsense.
Ok shall not continue talking about my job for now.
On a happy note,Sunday church outing was fun but we lose the game.haha...but we definitely give our best in trying to beat the other teams despite being outnumber.
Sunday, October 26, 2014
Sunday, October 19, 2014
Sick week
Finally the 2 week of orientations plus training is finally over.And tomorrow will be the day i officially start my attachment with live guest.Though i have been there to do part time,but somehow i will still feel excited and nervous.
Despite having "work" till 6 pm from Monday to Friday, still i am happy that i can still can fill my day with meeting people and doing stuffs.
But i am kind of happy for the meet up on Monday with some people.Been through lots of things with them during the secondary school years.Guess it was when we went to different path after secondary school,things began to change i guess.To be honest,i did really want to let this friendship drift away at first because of stuffs that happen during the past 2 years and even deleting them from my social media.Then suddenly your called for a meetup and i decided to just turn up.
Yup,i still keep all those letters and picture.During the meetup,those feeling was different from when we were all in secondary school.Somehow i feel so distance from your,even if there was lots of laughter from our conversation.When your talk about the topic of "social media",somehow i just blabber out that i delete your from social media,in hoping that we can really have a heart to heart talk together but then,the more i talk,the more distance i feel from your.Don't ask me why i feel like that because i myself have no idea.
On a lighter note,Saturday church service was awesome i would say.Been to about 4 different church for some time in 11 years and yet ,i am still not wanting to be a christian.Somehow this seen to be the fourth calling and yet,my answer still remain the same.
Been having headaches,flu and ulcer for the whole week and i guess it because of the weather...hais
Despite having "work" till 6 pm from Monday to Friday, still i am happy that i can still can fill my day with meeting people and doing stuffs.
But i am kind of happy for the meet up on Monday with some people.Been through lots of things with them during the secondary school years.Guess it was when we went to different path after secondary school,things began to change i guess.To be honest,i did really want to let this friendship drift away at first because of stuffs that happen during the past 2 years and even deleting them from my social media.Then suddenly your called for a meetup and i decided to just turn up.
Yup,i still keep all those letters and picture.During the meetup,those feeling was different from when we were all in secondary school.Somehow i feel so distance from your,even if there was lots of laughter from our conversation.When your talk about the topic of "social media",somehow i just blabber out that i delete your from social media,in hoping that we can really have a heart to heart talk together but then,the more i talk,the more distance i feel from your.Don't ask me why i feel like that because i myself have no idea.
On a lighter note,Saturday church service was awesome i would say.Been to about 4 different church for some time in 11 years and yet ,i am still not wanting to be a christian.Somehow this seen to be the fourth calling and yet,my answer still remain the same.
Been having headaches,flu and ulcer for the whole week and i guess it because of the weather...hais
Sunday, October 12, 2014
Guidence week
Yup,lots of outings and stuffs happen this 2 week.
Getting to know new people through a friend of my and somehow I would say it not a coincident that all this happen when I need a new directions.
Somehow during the sharing on the topic of self forgiveness,I somehow felt happy that I manage to have some time to think about past events and really ponder on those past events.Even though it all in the past,to be honest I never really let myself go after all these time.Pretending to not really care but deep down,some of those events and memories are still so clear in my mind.
Call me stupid or what,why bother remember stuffs that can hurt you so much...
Few days back I was at a place and receive an unexpected call from someone.I never really hear what was the call about and I was kinda waiting for the SMS but it never came and I was really to afraid to call back.
Industry attachment was kinda alright as the first week was training.Lots of notes to do but I really gain a lot from the training.hopefully the next week training will be more fun
Getting to know new people through a friend of my and somehow I would say it not a coincident that all this happen when I need a new directions.
Somehow during the sharing on the topic of self forgiveness,I somehow felt happy that I manage to have some time to think about past events and really ponder on those past events.Even though it all in the past,to be honest I never really let myself go after all these time.Pretending to not really care but deep down,some of those events and memories are still so clear in my mind.
Call me stupid or what,why bother remember stuffs that can hurt you so much...
Few days back I was at a place and receive an unexpected call from someone.I never really hear what was the call about and I was kinda waiting for the SMS but it never came and I was really to afraid to call back.
Industry attachment was kinda alright as the first week was training.Lots of notes to do but I really gain a lot from the training.hopefully the next week training will be more fun
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