Sunday, July 15, 2012

Kindness

Sometime it not worth to be kind to people as not all people really appreciate it.Sometime people take it for granted.I tried be as tolerant to people who take my kindness for granted.Or it is that I am a busybody that help someone that does not need help??A Remember this sentence "will the earth be a better place if everyone would care more about each other"?this is the sentence that alway motivate me to care and do more for people,but what I get in return is people don appreciate my kindness.So from now,I will only help those that are in need,I will not help those people that take things for granted.I have my own problems and yet I still believe that "giving is better that receiving".I hope that one day people would cherish what they have and help people that are in need.

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Sometime,I really think I don really belong here in my course.I have many feeling after each incident have happen.Some time,I just wish that this two year can just pass without any problems,but only less that 2 months and lot of things have happen.i just don know what to say now.

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Reflction of me

First thing first,i am not going to blog everyday liao because i am really very tired already.Both physical and mentally.I really need a break from this hectic reality world,like a one month break :)...But i think it is impossible cos i still need to go school.....Hais.


Monday, May 14, 2012

i will not blog on saterday and sunday as it will be my personal time.Shall do a short post today.School was a bit sian today.Kept copying note.Only during wine lesson we did some practical stuff.Time check 11.02pm,shall go sleep now.

Friday, May 11, 2012

Friday friday.TGIF (UPDATED)

Two classmate was late today and our CA decided to punish them by asking them to stand at the piazza(this is like a small parade square in college west),and the class is punish by standing at the four floor.It like so embarrassing.Schoolmate walking here and there and it so rare to see class being punish at the school.

During the punishment,i felt that if one classmate is punish,the whole class should be punish together.For me,this is call unity and this can also have peer pressure on the classmate that did the wrong thing,so that the person can change because people believe in them and willing to take the punishment together.i always believe this "we rise as one,we fall as one,no one get left behind".

Next thing was the "meet the lecturer" which is after school,mom came at 7.30+pm then i bring her to the class,then the lecturer give a short speech,then a short tour,then the class did a short performance,then the "parent and lecturer talk"lucky the CA did not talk bad things about me.Left home around 9pm++.

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Third day liao.wow..

Did the dry run for the phase test,and I did very badly.hais..But I will improve on it because I have to pass the test.I am the only one that take very long time in the preparation,so I will need to improve the timing.I believe I can do it.

During care session,some classmate spoke their mind and thought.I agree with Eric thought,he have the same thought as me.During my time as class rep,I tried to shout at my group members to keep quiet,but some will not want to listen.How I wish they know how to AUTOMATIC behave themselves.Eric did many time,told the class to automatic behave the self,but not everyone want to listen.I really hope after today care session,my classmate really understand what Eric is trying to tell the class from the start.I really respect and support Eric for his sharing today.Ms Caroline also ask if anyone was unhappy with her.i wanted to raise my hand,but I did not.It not that I am being coward or what,is just that those minor things I am unhappy with her,is really not suitable to tell everyone in the class.I really want to be transparent to the whole class,but there also some sensitive issue that I am not ready to tell the class yet.I will definitely write down all my unhappiness with ms Caroline on the piece of the reflection paper.

Life skills class start a bit late,and I was late for lesson.Then mrs seeto ask us to do the individual file project,but I did not bring my thumb drive,so I just watch anime for like 30 mins++ And then mrs seeto dismiss the class early.When to wushu after that.I realise that my muscle is very stiff and I really need to train liao.i want to have 8 PAC,not a 8 in one fats. Signing off now.Night night.

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

back to blogging day 2

Late for school today,as usual Wednesday i will always late because i don feel like wake up at 6am.Lifeskill was fun,cos i did not really pay attention to teacher because i was chatting with dolphin and we were doing the tweeter thingy.Then the next half lesson teacher ask us to do the group project,then i change place and i have fun joking with other classmate.

After that was a 30 mins break,then it was BRS lesson.we did some practical which was quite easy for me as i have done it before when i was working with CDCS,but i never show off,i pretend i know nothing.

Then was P.E.I did the sit and reach,i fail i guess.But is because tall people very hard to bend lei:(.Then went to play badminton,volley ball and floorball.After PE,i smell like a rubbish bin,cos i darm sweaty and my shirt is totally wet.

Went back home after PE,then at MRT something happen.I don want to talk about.

I don know why everyday after school,i will be darm tired.Maybe beacause our lesson start very early and end very late....hais.I love my bed more that the chair in the classroom.How i wish i can bring my big boloster to school and sleep...

Shall end here.Bye bye.

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Back.

Back to blogging.Been in ITE for a month liao.Suddenly got so many feelings and unhappiness,but no where to vent out,so I decided to write it out here.

First week was ok.I did not really feel embarrassed that I am in ITE,cos for me it like a second chance to prove to people and also train myself.I don care if people look down on me a not,as long as I don look down on myself can already.i don live my life for people to look down on me.I want to be successful in life,I have big dreams and I will work towards it.

During my time as group rep,I see a different side of the lecturers.It really scary,you really need to be in your best form ,so that you won get aim by them.It really not my style to alway be like a model student.I want to have colour hairs,I don like to tuck in my shirt after school,I like to fold up my sleeve after school because I tend to sweat a lot.But when I am a group rep,I cannot act the way I want.I Feel like a actor in front of them.So now after I step down as a group rep,I can do whatever things I want after school.

Our class advisor was a nice lady and mother to everyone of us.I saw some of my "lifesaver mentor characteristic" in her.I must say she is really a strong lady,as she have been though a lot and survive it.i really salute her,but there are also a few minor things that I am not happy with her.I did not want to tell her what are the few minor things because I want to prove to her that I am correct.I never believe in argument and debating with people of higher rank than me,I prefer showing to the person the facts. From today onward,I will blog everyday,because I want to train my discipline because if I had discipline during my "O" level,I might not be in ITE.


I also realise that i might have a crush on two of my classmate.I am not a flirt ok!!The horoscope say Sagittarius guy will tend to like two or more people.But once they met someone that he like,he will only focus on that person.But for now,i don really expect much because of my other work commitment outside school,i really have no time for this BGR thing right now.


Shall stop here.Bye bye.