Meet up with different ex-classmates a few time during the past week and it really make me realize something.I really need to know who are my acquaintances, friends and bros,so that I can treat them better.I am really tired of always giving my best to help other and always end up in a tired state.Sometime I would drift away from my friends and bros to accompany my new acquaintances.I should be more pro-active in taking the initiative to plan for meet up.Sometime when I give so much to someone and realize you are never a friend to them really make me feel like shit.
Tuesday takwondo make me realize how weak I am especially my arms.Have not been to the gym since school reopen and I guess I have gain some weight due to my unhealthy eating habits.
Had a phase test this Wednesday and I think I might not did well,because other classmate did write informations down during the test,while I did not write anything and when the lecture told me to rub away whatever I wrote on the material,I proudly say "I also never write anything".then I kinda saw his face change abit and I only realize I need to write the necessary information on the material when I got home. -.-
Quite a few of my friends 20 birthday have pass and in a few months,i will be celebrating mine too.Looking back,i cannot say i am a mature kid.I have made bad decision and actions that led to consequences.But i am glad i have learn something through the incident each time.
I really need to be more of a "logical thinker" than a "emotional thinker",when things happen,i tend to lost my logical thinking and let my emotions take control of me.
To be honest,i am afraid of the uncertainty in the upcoming months.I hope i can preserve through,knowing that i need to have the determination and motivation to carry on each day and i might not be able to have regular sleep and i have to juggle with school study,cca and a few more.But what is worth is worth the fighting.
Shall end here now.Will try to update more regularly.Stay tune.
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