Reflect Saturday

Wow finally holidays are ending.I guess I will be the only one that is happy that school are starting soon.Finally got some stuffs to do so that I will not be bored.Really hope that I get the funds I need for my project,if not I will borrow from my parents I guess.Dead serious in getting stuff done.

Yesterday was kind of drowsy and sleepy.I think is due to the after effect of the alcohol.But after 1 day of sobering,I kind of  apperception lots of things.I once heard people say,it only when you are drunk,you will know your true self.

And I would say I get a different perceptions of things after reading so much book and after yesterday incident.Without realization,it been almost 3 years.I am still the same stubborn me.Loss more that I gain. Trying to be nice and people tend to take advantage.Wondering if the choices I made have turn me into someone who is weak.Sometime I would wonder why is it those "f**k up bros" in my past have so much things in common that people I am with.No matter what happen,they will still help you even if you don need as long as it not illegal.Those "brotherhood shit" in the movie are the kind of bond we have.Perhaps maybe we are all guys and "pride" and "face" meant so much more.

As we move along in life,we kind of drift and got new "bros" but I wonder how many will still remember those time we share.