Fragile Sunday

Life is really so fragile.One moment the person is still alive,the next moment the person is gone.Perhaps i had been near to the "crossroad of life and death",that why i am always sensitive to this topic.Recent MH17 accident and the "wars" really make me feel that we should treasure each day.

Heard from the module lecture that the entrepreneur fund is still pending and will only know the result next month.So I am consider to just borrow money from my parents and just start the whole project by myself.But i still need to find out more information about some stuffs before making the decision.Not having enough information before start a entrepreneur  project would be like throwing money into a dark hole.

Phase tests,CCA grading test and Course events are around the corner.Really don know how to prioritize those events.

Lots of stuffs is running through my mind now.Somehow I just wish that I have this group of "inner circle people",which is something like a clique,but the only different things is that we are social and business related.People that you can talk all sorts of nonsense and serious things to.

I know people who have their own personal inner circle group,and when it come to serious talk,they can really camp at someone house and chat until morning and rest a while before heading to work later.This kind of commitment and bond is something that I will never see in school.I guess the reason why they have this kind of bond and trust is that they have a common financial goal that they need to work together to achieve it.

But the problem is I don like to smile and shy when meet new people and I tend to keep quiet when I feel shy and my actions to other seem like I am a anti-social or proud person.My actions kind of limit me from know potential people who I might want to include in my inner circle.Guess I need to change.