Saturday, July 19, 2014

Pondering Saturday

Was suppose to meet with some classmate for dinner at 6pm,but i took a nap and woke up at 6.10pm.had to cab down and i was about one hour late.Had some food at Watami before heading to texas chicken for part 2 dinner and then marble slab.Only one of them had ice cream because some of us was already to full.

Did some chatting and i was really surprise to know things that i did not know.

I wonder what is the definition of "friends" now??looking back I help so many people when they are still a underdog,and when they had new friends and become more popular,I am always the first one to be left out.It then struck me hard,why putting myself out there to help people knowing that I will be the first one that they will forget when they have new friends.

If your have been reading my post,I often address people as classmate but not friends.Reason being I am not afraid to say this but I just feel that we are only together for the sake of it and not really have the intention to really contact each other outside school.Everyone have their own clique and etc.

Sometime we are so blinded by our emotions that we do stuffs that we regret.But life still have to move on.

Wanted to have some drink/dessert but most of the shop are about to close,go I walk to holland villiage,hoping to get some cheap ice cream from the fast food outlets there.But when I reach there,I am still quite full and decided to take mrt home instead.Wanting to walk around the bar area,but was to lazy and tired.

Kinda have this feeling of going to drink every fortnight.Sometime I just need to take a break from everything and just get drunk so that I can sleep properly and stop thinking about so many things.

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