Was not really have a good sleep last night, flipping and turning around in my bed and I just cannot fall asleep.Wake up feeling tired,especially knowing that Tuesday will alway be a long day.
Lessons resume today and I realize I have been answering lots of questions in class today,so from now onward I will keep my mouth shut and only open when I got questions.
Had lunch alone,but halfway some classmate saw me and they decided to join me.But did not really talk much to them as I don really know of any common topic and i am too shy i guess.
Sometime I wonder if my decision or choices I made are right??Never expect myself would be a "low key underdog"Karma i guess,for bullying people in the past.But I learn to see the "problems" and "situation" when I start to shut up and listen.Finally understand why there is a saying "words are deadly that guns and the wise listen,while the fool argue."
Kinda like the current PE lecturer.The things that he share with us is some of my favorite topic,eg his experience with different people.
It really make me feel bless that the things I learn during in Amway really help me a lot in life.Life skills and financial intelligent informations that school will never teach.In my opinion,school only teach us to be a better "worker" and live on the safe side.Not saying this is bad but rather,it kind of limit our belief and guts to try/start new things.I don want to have regrets of not trying to break out of the "life rat race" when I am older.I rather live on the dangerous side and fight for options in life.
"Somethings in life are worth fighting"
CCA was tiring today,did more PT than usual and it was my first time wearing a dobok which belong to my brother and instead of the usual white color my brother dobok top was white with obvious faint pink color and the coach call me "pinky" :((. Don know what my brother did to the top,but who care what people call me,the top is unique and awesome.End late than usual and reach home at 11.30pm.
But anyway,I got to adjust my body clock today because I get to sleep till 9am,while the rest of my classmate start school at 8am because of some talks.woot.Shall sleep now,TIMECHECK 12am.
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