Heartfelt Monday

When I first begin in my 1 year changing,I was aiming to be an all rounder student,excel in different area,pushing myself to achieve more.But along the way,some stuffs happen.Lot of emotion turmoils each day,going to school each day with a heavy heart and pretending nothing have happen.

I just wish that my entrepreneur project could fast start,training hard for my CCA grading test,so that I could find something,anything, to kill time and numb all this emotion turmoils.

Today during the Section head class talk,problems were raise up.To me,the solutions was to change the attitude of how we treat the lecture.Back in those secondary one days,I was very rebellious,I remember the class don like this particular Chinese teacher that a few classmate and I suggested that we should rally the whole class to piss off this teacher.We try lots of funny ideas,from putting chalk powder in his chair and table,disrupt his lesson,pissing him off,talk back to him,the whole group of guys sleeping during his lesson and till one day,things got out of hand that a fight broke out between the lecturer and one of my classmate and none of us stop the fight but we continue to cheer on .Punishments were dealt out to those who were involve.

Then during sec 3, the same Chinese teacher teach me again.This time,I decided to try to change my attitude toward this particular teacher,then something amazing happen,I suddenly begin to like Chinese and me and this teacher suddenly become like friend.

Lessons learn through this incident was that if we try to fight with a higher authority,students will definitely lose,and we have to accept the consequences of our actions.I got to agree that some teacher will have a bit of attitude problem,but if we try to take the first step to be humble and see what the teacher can teach us.If they are really "useless" that try to talk to a even higher authority.But don be surprise that beneath the teacher spiky exterior,they have a beautiful interior.

Receive a surprise text from someone ask me why am I acting weird in class.I was really touch by this text but at the same time,this create another emotion turmoils in my mind again.I wanted to tell everything but at the same time,but how many people can really accept the cold hard truth.