Almost been a month(4 may 2014) since I started this changing process.Really sacrifice quite a lot of things but sometime I really have doubt if I can really make it thought this rest of the 11 months.
IA is starting in October and will end around April,which will be a even harder period of the journey,juggling work,business,CCA and etc.Really wondering how am I going to survive the period.Hopefully can find like minded people who can help me out.
Guess I was lucky that I have been on the "brink of death" literally,because how many people,like me, can walk alway with serious injuries after getting knock down by a van traveling at 50km/hour or even faster.Not trying to boast anything but,the moment when the van hit me,I can really feel like the time really stop for a moment and my mind really have a lot of flashback.
People at their teenage should have fun,I agree.But after that incident,I realize that life can be quite fragile and short.I want to achieve something in life anything.I don want to just study 15 years,just to get a job for the rest of my life.Life should be more than than,in my own opinion.
Almost been living on earth for almost 19.5 years and I have been an under-achiever all this while,for once I really want to challenge myself to excel.
Someone once told me that,when you are experiencing tough time,take a few minutes to think about your goals,then you will have motivation to take small step toward your goal.No one can achieve anything big overnight,only persistent and consistent action can.
Tomorrow there is a test and I am really not really prepare.So lots of mugging to do later at one of my favorite past hideout.Hopefully can upload some photo later on.
At time I really wish my holiday can be filled with lot of camp,because it has been sometime since I participate one.
Saw this on Instagram which really relate and express to what i am feeling and doing.
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