Sometime,I really think I don really belong here in my course.I have many feeling after each incident have happen.Some time,I just wish that this two year can just pass without any problems,but only less that 2 months and lot of things have happen.i just don know what to say now.

Reflction of me

First thing first,i am not going to blog everyday liao because i am really very tired already.Both physical and mentally.I really need a break from this hectic reality world,like a one month break :)...But i think it is impossible cos i still need to go school.....Hais.

i will not blog on saterday and sunday as it will be my personal time.Shall do a short post today.School was a bit sian today.Kept copying note.Only during wine lesson we did some practical stuff.Time check 11.02pm,shall go sleep now.

Friday friday.TGIF (UPDATED)

Two classmate was late today and our CA decided to punish them by asking them to stand at the piazza(this is like a small parade square in college west),and the class is punish by standing at the four floor.It like so embarrassing.Schoolmate walking here and there and it so rare to see class being punish at the school.

During the punishment,i felt that if one classmate is punish,the whole class should be punish together.For me,this is call unity and this can also have peer pressure on the classmate that did the wrong thing,so that the person can change because people believe in them and willing to take the punishment together.i always believe this "we rise as one,we fall as one,no one get left behind".

Next thing was the "meet the lecturer" which is after school,mom came at 7.30+pm then i bring her to the class,then the lecturer give a short speech,then a short tour,then the class did a short performance,then the "parent and lecturer talk"lucky the CA did not talk bad things about me.Left home around 9pm++.

Third day liao.wow..

Did the dry run for the phase test,and I did very badly.hais..But I will improve on it because I have to pass the test.I am the only one that take very long time in the preparation,so I will need to improve the timing.I believe I can do it.

During care session,some classmate spoke their mind and thought.I agree with Eric thought,he have the same thought as me.During my time as class rep,I tried to shout at my group members to keep quiet,but some will not want to listen.How I wish they know how to AUTOMATIC behave themselves.Eric did many time,told the class to automatic behave the self,but not everyone want to listen.I really hope after today care session,my classmate really understand what Eric is trying to tell the class from the start.I really respect and support Eric for his sharing today.Ms Caroline also ask if anyone was unhappy with her.i wanted to raise my hand,but I did not.It not that I am being coward or what,is just that those minor things I am unhappy with her,is really not suitable to tell everyone in the class.I really want to be transparent to the whole class,but there also some sensitive issue that I am not ready to tell the class yet.I will definitely write down all my unhappiness with ms Caroline on the piece of the reflection paper.

Life skills class start a bit late,and I was late for lesson.Then mrs seeto ask us to do the individual file project,but I did not bring my thumb drive,so I just watch anime for like 30 mins++ And then mrs seeto dismiss the class early.When to wushu after that.I realise that my muscle is very stiff and I really need to train liao.i want to have 8 PAC,not a 8 in one fats. Signing off now.Night night.

back to blogging day 2

Late for school today,as usual Wednesday i will always late because i don feel like wake up at 6am.Lifeskill was fun,cos i did not really pay attention to teacher because i was chatting with dolphin and we were doing the tweeter thingy.Then the next half lesson teacher ask us to do the group project,then i change place and i have fun joking with other classmate.

After that was a 30 mins break,then it was BRS lesson.we did some practical which was quite easy for me as i have done it before when i was working with CDCS,but i never show off,i pretend i know nothing.

Then was P.E.I did the sit and reach,i fail i guess.But is because tall people very hard to bend lei:(.Then went to play badminton,volley ball and floorball.After PE,i smell like a rubbish bin,cos i darm sweaty and my shirt is totally wet.

Went back home after PE,then at MRT something happen.I don want to talk about.

I don know why everyday after school,i will be darm tired.Maybe beacause our lesson start very early and end very late....hais.I love my bed more that the chair in the classroom.How i wish i can bring my big boloster to school and sleep...

Shall end here.Bye bye.

Back.

Back to blogging.Been in ITE for a month liao.Suddenly got so many feelings and unhappiness,but no where to vent out,so I decided to write it out here.

First week was ok.I did not really feel embarrassed that I am in ITE,cos for me it like a second chance to prove to people and also train myself.I don care if people look down on me a not,as long as I don look down on myself can already.i don live my life for people to look down on me.I want to be successful in life,I have big dreams and I will work towards it.

During my time as group rep,I see a different side of the lecturers.It really scary,you really need to be in your best form ,so that you won get aim by them.It really not my style to alway be like a model student.I want to have colour hairs,I don like to tuck in my shirt after school,I like to fold up my sleeve after school because I tend to sweat a lot.But when I am a group rep,I cannot act the way I want.I Feel like a actor in front of them.So now after I step down as a group rep,I can do whatever things I want after school.

Our class advisor was a nice lady and mother to everyone of us.I saw some of my "lifesaver mentor characteristic" in her.I must say she is really a strong lady,as she have been though a lot and survive it.i really salute her,but there are also a few minor things that I am not happy with her.I did not want to tell her what are the few minor things because I want to prove to her that I am correct.I never believe in argument and debating with people of higher rank than me,I prefer showing to the person the facts. From today onward,I will blog everyday,because I want to train my discipline because if I had discipline during my "O" level,I might not be in ITE.


I also realise that i might have a crush on two of my classmate.I am not a flirt ok!!The horoscope say Sagittarius guy will tend to like two or more people.But once they met someone that he like,he will only focus on that person.But for now,i don really expect much because of my other work commitment outside school,i really have no time for this BGR thing right now.

Shall stop here.Bye bye.

not blogging anymore.sorry

28 day race

Today stay back in school till 4.30pm+, to study maths and i realise that there are still a lot of things that i don know...hais..how to get A2 for maths sia...

Chemistry also need to study tons of things and i really don't have motivation to study anymore.So many things to study in 28 days.I really wish someone can motivate me to study.

Shall end today short post.And i wonder what my tuition teacher reaction if he know that i fail my maths badly....

And ok i figure out how to do nice blog post liao.Shall end today post short because i really very tired.

22/9/2011 (late post) 29 days race

Sorry for the late post. I know this should be posted yesterday but I am to tired yesterday.Did not stay back yesterday in school for the "Homerun project",because I went to Nex to buy F&N ten year series,but I am 1000% sure I cannot do finish all the papers inside.

Got back my maths paper. I thought I can pass paper 1 but I was wrong I get 20+/80 I think and I fail paper 2.I really need to improve my maths cos I want to go poly and study business course,so I cannot fail maths.

I did not stay back yesterday in school,but I got went home and do maths ten year series,because I desperately need to get A2 for maths because that is what my tuition want me to get so I must really practice,practice and practice for maths...hais..A2 for maths...is like MISSION IMPOSSIBLE.But I will not give up.

Side track a bit.I am going to blog some of my personal life.cos I think no one will read my blog so I think I can release my personal secret.Today I did talk to someone I did not really talk for quite sometime and got some unexpected people to wish me good luck for my "O" level.So it is kind of a good day for me I guesses.

No photo for today because I don like to take a lot of random picture because I am still trying to remember how to unload a lot of picture in blog post and i am still trying to edit my blog code thingy.

30 Days race (Updated)

30 days to "O" level,so I decided to start blogging each days till "O" level start.By doing this i will have pressure and motivation to study and not procrastinate.

"pressure pressure make things do faster!!"

So the school started this "homerun program" which we can stay back in school till night to study on our own.I did try to stay back today with my friend but we only study until 4.30 then we left,cos the weather is making us very sleepy,but i manage to revise something today. hais.... anyway I am staying alone tomorrow at school to study. kinda emo right??

Got back some of the prelims paper,most was boarder line pass except for F&N which I fail badly. I was quite surprise then I manage to pass my Chinese composition,which I only write half way and most of it don't make sense.Physic mark was also quite unexpected also.cos I did badly for the practical and i got 5/15.

And my brother is back from Australia today.From the pass 6 days,my bed have 4 pillows and 2 bolster and is darm comfortable sleeping with so many things on the bed.

Why isit that all unhappy thing come so sudden and leave so much pain.

This holiday so many thing happen."N" level result,work,friends.

I was not quite happy although i qualify for sec 5 but i was not aiming for sec 5 but higher NITEC.but because of my maths i could not apply for nitec.i am not trying to show of anything but seriously i know the different between "N" and "O" and i am always to lazy to study at home.take "O" level to me is like asking me to giving up the old habit of watching tv and play computer at home,which is my biggest challenge in 2011.

Currently i have completely no interest in working in my current company.Although they can just fire me and hired people who are better than me.but seriously this company image have completely tarnish.i went to work in a event and i heard people saying,"is this company that recently have the food poisoning one".then when i heard them saying that i really feel a bit embarrass but that there is nothing i can do.and i don like the way they arrange the staff for their event.is like people paying, 1 person $20 dollar X 127 person which mean is like $2000+ for the event and the service they provide is very bad.

but i found another job which is setting up event stall but it very tiring cos people that work there are all 30 year old++ uncle which is very strong and i am only like 16.

Friends are the most importain people to me.but people said "friend come and go" maybe it quite true.cos most 4c boy are going ite.i am really going to miss some of them because:

i use to hang out with alloy and last year holiday we use to work together at the same factory and wake up darm early and take mrt to boon lay from amk.

i will miss LT beacuse i use to go to his house and fix gundam with alloysius and i still remember that when farhan got into trouble that time he did not run alway and help me.

i will miss ian beacuse we use to go ice skating with kc,faris this holiday.

i will miss farhan although i sometime ignored his when he talk to me.and some time pang sei him during recess.

But no matter where your go next year,i will alway remember your as my friend and i will remember that when friend or i was in trouble,your did not run away and your help me.

yesterday.mnet concert was fun.

wake up at 5am yesterday.then cab down to hougang to meet christabel then together go MBS.Quite shock sia.about 200+ people was already there.then waited a while for jas and co.Then queue up to get the colour tag.Then a random uncle ask me this in Chinese "what are your queueing for"that i told him to watch concert then he said something like this "then now line up up to eat ar?".then queue up until 8am+ the MBS people ask us to go inside the expo hall to queue.then at 9am+ all tag haven been given out and we take the stamp thing instead.

then together we went to marina square to eat then went suntect food court to take away thing to go there and eat.cos we need to queue up at 1.30pm(as told by the launch ent. staff)and wait till 5pm+ at the holding area.but we reach the holding area at 12pm+ and there are already people inside the holding area queueing up.then we join the queue.

at the holding area,something happen which i thing is very funny.because there were more female than male there,the female toilet queue was very long then some group of girl decide to use the male toilet then after like 1 hour later a MBS staff shout this in a funny tone."girl pls don't use the male toilet!!"than everyone was like laughing.then they change the male toilet into a female toilet and so,the female got 10 cubicles i think,then the boy have to queue to to use the handicap toilet.then when i was queuing up,a guy behind me said "this is ridiculous!!"i think most boys at there might think the same because in Singapore,boy don't actually really need to queue up to go toilet.but i experience this in Malaysia so i don really mind.

then at around 5pm+ we were slowly moving to the expo hall E from the holding area.then there was a bag cheek counter outside the hall.and i was told to throw away the food which i have take away at suntect because no food was allow at the hall.then she throw away my food and we went in.

the concert was really fun.and a lot of thing happen in the concert.

1.when the concert was starting,a girl was beside me.the half way in the concert,the girl that was beside me is like 2 meter in front of me cos the concert was free standing and "fangirls" keep surging in front the i was push back.

2.i don know why when MBLAQ performing,i don know why i keep staring at one of them,then he suddenly squat down and look at my direction.i don know if it was part of their performance.

3.i did not expect i would go to this k-pop concert.2 year ago,i don know why girl are so obsese with k-pop.but after going to the concert,i know the reason liao.

4.part of the reason for going to k-pop concert,is to learn event management and crowd control use by event company and MBS.i know i sound funny to your lar.but if your got read my intro in my blog,you should know that i am mad.haha..


after the event,went to MBS hotel lobby to get and drink with christabel and jas.then after that christabel uncle came and fetch her.and i and jas walk to mandarin oriental hotel to take a cab.

yesterday after school darm fun sia.stay back and

-decorate the class
-maths remedial
-playing poker after remedial
-play true or dare
-kana distube by people
-eat chicken rice
-got a new nick


today was quite fun also.first period physic.mrs ee revise with us then wa maths.halfway we went to take photo.i actually want wear spec one but i left my spec in my file which is in the class.then after than was CE,i was pasting the yog thing and hero distube me.the was recess.after recess was maths and yi ping and westly come distube me.then was ss.ms lam scold the class.then after school went amk hub with bel,chun chuan and shi min.then went to buy my red shirt.christabel help me pick a shirt.then went to buy something to eat then jasmi came and find us then chun chuan need to go somewhere.then went to ah mei cafe to eat prata.i feel kana cheated sia.i order a bomb prata.i thought the prata got chilli,but in the end,bomb prata is actually kaya prata.then after eating we went home.

today woke up at 8am then play dota till 12pm then took a bus to amk to buy breakfast then go Leon house.but i took a wrong bus i was supposed to take bus 73,but i took 76 then i have to walk from bowen sec there to leon house.i thought i am late but i was the first to reach leon house.then alloy and ian came over.we was supposed to go meet kc at 1pm at his house but,they play computer till 2pm.then we have to cab down to IKEA to buy something.then at IKEA we had our lunch before shopping for stuff,then we spent $40 on the food.then after we bought our stuff,we went to bedok,because kc need to collect some stuff,then ian and leon and me were late because we have some appointment.then we took a cab together but we stop at different place,ian alight first,follow by me then leon.

then i rush home to get agness cake.then i immediately took bus 133 to seragoon bus interchange.i am supposed to be in the interchage at 6.30pm but,i was 20 mins late.then at bus interchage i meet with christabel,qui min and qui hui.then we took bus 317 to serangoon circus.then at there we meet up with jasmi.then we went to a car park to put candle on the cake then went the cake is done,i called chun chun to ask him bring agness come out.then christabel,jasmi,qui min,qui hui and me was hiding behind a van,then went agneess and chun chuan came out,christabel hold the cake and we begin to sing happy b'day song to agness.then we find a place to eat the cake.then we went to chomp chomp to eat dinner.

then at chomp chomp,christabel suggested to spilt up to find table because all table was taken.then christabel and agness suggest we should spilt into 3 group.christabel,qui min and qui hui.then agness with chun chuan.the christabel and agness suggested me and jasmi together go find,we don want because of something then don know who go push jasmi toward me then i almost fall.then we went to bagawasole,jasmi bought a cake,and i bought a drink.then we was sitting down there to eat then christabel call said they found a place liao.then we walk back to chomp chomp.then we order food.i think we spent about $60 on food.then i eat until halfway,then i went home to take the macdonal uniform because i decided to quit,then i took bus 136 back to serangoon mac then i went to mac to return.

then after returning,i took bus 73 back to amk hub to meet agness,christabel and chun chuan.then we went arcade for a while.then we went to macdonal which is below the arcade.but christabel want to go hougang point mac.then chun chuan cannot go because he lazy and agness also cannot because she want go home.then i follow christabel to hougang point mac.then she take away fries.then i sent her to her block down there and i take bus 88 home.i reach home about 11.40pm.but today was very fun.


i want to clarify something.

-i and her is only friend only,so can your don distube us.

-i sent people back is because,it aready to late.so people please do not any how think.

people ask me how life?i would reply balance.because there is good thing and bad thing in life.we must learn to treat the bad thing in life as a experience and move on,we should not think those bad thing as a obstacle in life because we have only one life.we should not waste precious thing that have already happen,but think of ways to move on.

it only July 12,and already to much things have happen.maybe i over estimate myself and handle a lot of thing that i cannot handle.

-the fight that happen last Wednesday.both are my friends.

.friend 1
i still remember when i was in the school field trip in Malaysia.i was suppose to be sleeping with other boys but you and ct let me go to your room to sleep.and you,me and someone did something in the hotel room.

.friend 2
i can only said that he is my friend.

when your fight,i pull your apart,friend 1 could just push me away and continue to fight with friend 2 but friend one did not.then at recess,some group of people help me and friend 2,then i heard someone threaten the people who helped me and friend 2.i really don want this thing escalated to a class war.maybe i am to over worried



-last Friday leon invited me to his chalet.the chalet was quite fun.i and kah chun went to swim then went to the sauna.the sauna darm smoky sia.the after we dry ourself,we went to arcade to play.then after playing acarde,ian went back to the chalet to get a pant,then we went back to swim again.then after swimming we went to sauna again.then after then we went to play pool.then after playing pool,we went back to the chalet and eat.then after eating,we went to the room to talk about the "KILLER CEREAL BOX".then at 2am+ father came to fetch me.


today i was very tired in the mornning because i was working in sat from 9am to 11pm then reach home about 12am then i go home sleep for 7 hours then sunday i went to work from 9am to 10pm.so today i was quiet tired and i sleep during english and pe lesson.and NAFA was on thursday.omg i have prepare.then after school went to eat with bel,jasmi and shimin.then after that i went home.

today CE-period a fight broke up.between ______ and ________.then something even bigger happen during recess.i thought i was supposed to happen after school one.but somehow i was wrong.


PEOPLE I KNOW I LAST TIME MIGHT HAVE SIA LAN YOUR OR HAVE ANY CONFLICT WITH YOUR.BUT YOUR PROVE TO ME I USED TO BE A BASTARD OR WHAT.EVEN I HAVE CONFLICT WITH YOUR,YOUR STILL HELP ME AND HIM.I REALISE THAN I WAS 1000% WRONG ABOUT YOUR.I KNOW WHO HAVE DIRECTLY OR INDIRECTLY HELP US.I OWN YOUR A BIG FLAVOUR.IF NEXT TIME ANYTHING TO YOUR JUST CALL MY NUMBER 83832930 I WILL TRY MY BEST TO HELP YOUR.THANKS FOR THE HELP TODAY.


people ask me this why i alway help him.the reason is i saw him like i was in the pass.i use to be bully during primary school,but no one helped me.i don't wish this type of thing to happen to anyone.and the most importainly i know he was my good friend although sometime we might have a small quarrel but have your ask yourself who are the real friend around you?who will help you when you need them?who will give you good advice when you need??

"only when thing happen,then you will see who are your real friends".

yesterday was fun especially the night class.i wish everyday from now till N level got night class.yesterday after school went alone and play for 3 hour till 4.30 then took bus 315 back to school.then wait like a idiot in school for like a hour then 5.50pm i saw komati son outside the staffroom then mdm davi open the class and we go in.but i did not really pay attension to what mdm devi was talking.then after lesson,i go eat mac with quimin,quihui and christabel till 10 pm.then i sent someone to her house bus stop there then took 88 back to amk central to buy thing.then took bus 136 back home.reach home around 11pm.


today lesson was like so so,i keep sleeping in class except maths lesson because mr ho use the electronic board then then got a lot of jokes happen.then after school went to eat then i Saw christabel and shi min and bus stop and i sms shimin then she ask me if i want go hougang mall.then after eating i go hougang mall find them.they was at comic connection look for stuff and i went popular to buy a book.then later we went food court.then i put my book on the table and i went to buy drink and "SOMEONE" put the book inside her bag.then i come back i found than book was lost so i ask them and someone acting skill A+ sia.keep saying she don know.then we pass by watson and christabel say watson got sell sweet then i don believe so i bet with her if got sell,i treat her 2 stick of mentos then we walk in and watson really got sell then i buy two mentos than i pass to her.then after that went to cotton on.i bought a hat.then outside cotton on SOMEONE return me back my book.then went to hougang mall outside the shelter area and sit down then 4pm+ i bus back to school.then wait till 6pm for night class to start.then today teacher was ms tan.she teach very good sia.she would ask us to read out and correct us.and she even ask us to read 1 to 1 and she would tell us what is our mistake and tell us to improve in what area.

Just a short post.wed went to home team academic to work with alloy,qui min and agness.darm fun sia.i get paid while i take a nap during work time and the event thing super slack and fast.earn $48.then at bus qui min ask me 20 June is what day.then i was thinking very long and she said is her b'day and she said i "fu xin han".maybe i am really a fu xin han??.then i was like shit how can i forget it her b'day.then i make a note on my phone.then just now at 12am+ 20 june i sent her a b'day massage.then 19 june went to watch karate kid with family.hope jadan smith did not get serious injury while making the movie,he get beat up quite badly in the movie.



somehow i got a feeling something is going to happen during the coming week and a lot of mixed feeling toward different thing in life.somehow i still keep thinking of what happen during 4 june.



when your starting your prank i actually did not belive it first because you have been making quite a lot of mini prank on me.than your asked someone about my CCA thingy then i started to belive 100% and after that i sometime will avoid you in school cos i thought people might start to anyhow think and someone might get jelous or what.in school some people keep disturbing us.and i still remember someone once ask me this 'oi,where your girlfriend?' at school then i was like huh who is my girlfriend.i don want to write down what the person said cos i will ps one. .then during june remedial,fj keep disiao me again then you told me everything was fake.then i was like wth,your did not _____.but actually your make a great ______,seriously no lie.then after remedial you said you got something want tell me then you ask me to ask qm.but qm did not tell me anything.although your told me it was a prank.maybe i am to suspicious or what lar.cos i think there might be other thing related to the prank,but since your don want to said,then i don want ask anymore.i learn that somwthing not know thing is better then know the truth and your heart sink.

when i told you i like you,i really really mean it.when i told you i like you,i am in a semi drunk state.people said drunk people won tell lie because it brain cannot think properly so almost everything they said is real.i know i am not the guy you like.i know people keep said i like who is all 100% fake one,i just play along with them only.i don want to tell them i like you because i scared people might disturb you or me.someone ask me recently if i still like you,i reply yes.but i my mind,i keep think of 3 girls the first one is you.the second one is someone who share her secrets with me,but sometime i accidentaly say out her secret to people and cause her trouble.then last one is someone which is almost the same,i just bring her unwanted trouble.it seem like girl who i might talk to ,i will bring them some trouble.i don want to bring trouble to you also.i am not a playboy.my heart can only and forever hold one person and now the person is you.

today someone one told me something.i cannot believe i actually believe it,and there are 8 more people who are also involve.and i don know what happen to my right eye,got red red thing,but i hope it will become normal again.then today i stay at school till 2pm+ then i go lan with westly.i cannot believe i can win a 2v1 dota match,but actually i cheated i backdoor them(ps,only people who play dota know what am i talking).then after then i go home.then reach home watch tv till 6pm then i fell asleep on my father bed.

People it does not mean i walk with a girl does not mean i want hong her want chio her or what.i really don want to cause a lot of misunderstanding and make thing very award for us.it have been quite some time people keep asking me i interested in her or what.it quite irritating sia.i said no then your would said i am lying,then i don say anything,your thought is truth.serious can your be fair to us.

it have been a while since i blog.so i just update for fun.get back report book 1 subject fail,2 subject mc,the rest pass,but borderline only.but if i never get mc for 2 subject,i might have fail 3 subject.but i know N level is coming in September and i need study SUPER hard if i want to go sec 5 and continue with something.only the first week of holiday and i am already starting to rot and home liao.then this week need go back school for maths and f%n remedial.f&n coursework is so bored lar minimum 28+pages of words.but at school com lab,i was listening to music and play games and not doing my coursework.tomorrow is the last day of remedial,so tomorrow i will be staying in school till quite late because i only do about 15+ pages only.


when i make the bet with you at that shop,i fold the recipe and keep it in my wallet.i found out some thing on Tuesday,actually i was a little bit sad a first,but after a while i was happy.although you said the bet have a 2 year dateline but now i feel i am a bastard.this type of thing should not be a bet in a first place as people might not be friend after they know this bet.but the bet is also quite sweet lar.i now really don care the bet now,because i know what i want to do in life,the the bet will always be a memory in my mind forever.

this 2 weeks,many things happen.only a few know,but only 2 people know the whole stories.i now really don know what love??can someone explain for me.


23 april 2010

late for school as usually.then first period geo,ms lam teacher the what factor that cause the produtivity for food.then the second period was p.e.i fail my 2.4km run,so next week need run one more time.then something happen.i lazy say.that was chiness,i was talking to jasmi,the the teacher keep distubing me say what i keep talking to the girl,she will misunderstand one.then do the chiness compre.than was recess,cannot go libary because of health check thing,so sit at the locker there and talk to agness,xin tong,westly,jasmi,shi min and cheng tat.than after recess was maths.mr ho give the was statistic test,i got a feeling i will fail.

then after school,i foget today got remedial,then i go lan with 4C people.then play till 2pm+,i took a bus to serangoon,then saw shi min,then we walk to benson house there and took a bus to J8.then we wantted to buy the ticket first,but we cannot buy cos someof us under 16,so we went to eat,while wait for christabel,kimberley and hero.then we buy the tickets for ice kancang puppy love movie.after the movie,we went to the libary,then saw mdn komati,then she ask us something.then later went libary for a while,then we bus down to amk.then i stop half way because i need go home take something.then i went back to amk hub to meet the rest.then later i left,then i go arcard to play,then benson call me,asking me if i want to prawning.then i go bishan park there meet benson and ming yao.then prawn until 11+ then i left.

today was super fun:).mdm komati never come so we go library.do comprehension.then follow by 2 maths lesson.after the first lesson end,Mr ho give us a 5 min break,so i went to the canteen and eat without his permission,then buy one bottle of green tea and go up to class.then mr ho almost scold me for going to the canteen.then recess,went to the library to play card with farhan.then was geo,do the pamphlet thingy that was ss,darm it got 4 over 13 mark for ss.the lowest mark i ever get got ss.i expected i would fail but,did expected to get that low.then do correction.then follow but English again then went to library again.i was talking to jasmi,jovin and shi min,then we sat like the previous lesson.then talk to jovin about thing.then the maths teacher came and ask us to go mdm komati homeroom because ms sae was our relive teacher.then sms somebody about the "f and n thing".then was after school,went to library again,to sleep.super shiok sia.then 2.30 went to f and n remedial,but outside home econ home mrs xavia said then is no remedial for this week.then i went to jasmi house there the coffee shop and eat duck rice,then i was walking toward the bus stop,i saw jami and jia qian.then jia qian bus come then she left,then jami ask me want go back school a not.then she went home to put her bag then we went back to the school.then went to the level 4 com lab,i open the staircase door,i saw ms sae and i saw "hi"then at the very same moment she drop her key.and i say "sorry teacher my fault" then went to the com lab.initially i was to ask mrs fadilah if i can go i com lab to slack.i say cannot then i and jasmi went to library.i did expect to see kimberley and hero there.then jasmi and i each take one book and read.we read until 3+pm then agness they all come find us.then something happen after that.i don want to said.then at library till 5pm then jasmi,qui min,qui hui and i went to MacDonald.then at there we play a game.darm funny sia.then jasmi ask me the thing about the 2012 Apocalypse.we speak in chiness darm funny but my com cannot type Chinese work.so i translate our conversation in English.

jasmi"a you that time said you said you 2012 want use what to bomb the moon"

me"rocket lar"

qui min"why you want to bomb the rocket"

me"i bomb the moon better that the moon crush into earth mar"

qui hui"the moon very poor thing lei,

me"bomb the moon can save chang ei lei"

jasmi"why want save chang ei"

me"cos i want let chang ei come back to the earth one last time before doomsday"

jasmi"i thought you want chang ei to reunite with hou e'

me"hou e die so long liao"

qui min"then you want chang ei to live where on earth

me"my house lar"

qui hui"but chang ei want to live in luxurious place lei"

me"going to die liao,still want live in luxurious place"

jasmi"why want use rocket bomb the moon,why not use atomic bomb"

me"atomic bomb so heavy"

jasmi"then how USA use atomic bomb to bomb japan"

me"USA drop atomic bomb on japan,not fly the atomic bomb to japan lei"

then"why superman can fly above earth,and never become burn by the atmostphere

me"did you see his underwear"

than after that we went home.

yesterday was darm fun.late for school today cos i miss the bus.first period is geo.had test on globalisation.i think i am going to get borderline fail.cos i never study.i should study liao cos this year is n level year.then next period is maths, test again but it was quite easy cos teacher got revise with us before test.then after maths,i don know what the next period then i ask KIMBERLEY TEO,then she tell me is recess,so i so dumb go believe her,then i went down to the canteen and buy thing,then i saw why like no upper sec in canteen so i go to the Chinese class,then went i go in,the Chinese teacher ask me why am i late,i tell her someone told me is recess so i go down canteen.then KIMBELEY TEO was like laughing like hell.then do workbook.then was recess,did go down canteen,i go to the library with shimin and jasmi,then in library i saw westly they all,then play card.then was phy,test again,then class was very noisy,then standing behind me and she shout at the class.i was like shock sia doing test halfway,then tacher shout.then after school went to the canteen with jasmi and shi min cos library was close.then after that we to chem remedial.do revision paper do halfway,i fall asleep and the teacher was kind,cos i am like sleeping in front of her and she did not scold me.then after than jasmi went to get benson textbook form peixuan then after jasmi,shi min and i went to f and b to eat,eat halfway cheng tat sms me,i did know he was eating at the opposite shop with the 4d guy,i don know how to spell his name.then after than went to a void deck and talk.then jasmi ask me pank call timothy.then it rain heavy.then we went to benson house to pass him the book.then went to the 7-11 near benson house to eat instant noodle.then rain stop,we then went home.then play computer till 8-9pm that i twit with KIMBERLEY TEO till midnight,and she say i dumb because of what happen in school.

hais.....

today went late for school cos i miss the bus because my handphone time was not accurate and it a little bit spoilt,i should change the phone after i had money.then went to library for the first period cos i don know which teacher never come.then i take a book and go sit with jasmin,shi min and later jovin and farhan come join us.we was like talking about chucky the ghost doll,then suddenly farhan got f*** up because he saw laser being point at him so he came and tell me.then i know is cheng tat liao cos he the only guy that bring laser around.then i walk to him and ask him to stop.then i walk back to read my book.then suddenly feel like darm thirsty like that so i went out and drink some water.then when i come back,i saw farhan was missing and i ask jovin they all where is farhan,they also don know where he went to.then i saw someone behind the shelf then i walk to ask farhan what happen.then he told me he was being disturb by the BOYS.then i got fuck up and go and ask cheng tat and co to stop.then when i was to take something,then go disturb him again.then ask farhan to go to a corner and read his book.then i saw regu and zaidy right i front of me.like they are going to disturb him again.then i got so f*** up that i took a chair up and walk to where regu and zaidy was standing.at the point of time i have the urge to throw the chair at them.but i was a councilor i know every fight have consequence so i instead of throwing the chair,i took the chair and sit near farhan.



THE PEOPLE WHO ARE INVOLVE ARE JUST A SCHOOL BULLYS.THAT ALL I CAN SAY


then after school went to f and n remedial.do priority list and key related factor.then before the remedial i was trying to pull the pail that is at kimberley table out of the window then she go scratch me,then i pull the pail toward the basin and i on the tap and hero and kimberley try to pour away the water.then aseena walk to the window and talk to kimbeley and she said i very irritating so i let go of the pail and went toilet.then after going to the toilet,i went to the opposite class and find agness then the stupid wei cheng go knee my ass then i fall on the floor,then if i am not wrong aseena was laughing at me and when she try to ask me something about what happen to the library,wei cheng and mattius carry me back to my f and n class.and they put me in front of class near the door,darm ps sia.then remedial start.do the priority list.4+ i and kimberley and hero still have finish then i ask them if they are going to the bus stop behind the school then they said yar and i ask them if they finish they can wait for me.that i finish my priority list and mrs xavia let me bring go home and do the next one then i pack my bag.then i was preparing to leave cos i need get the form for jasmin for tomorrow family day that i forget accompany kimberley and hero to the bus stop.then i was at the door the hero and kimberley said i never wait for them.then i remember i need to accompany kimberley and hero to the bus stop.then after f and n remedial walk to the bus stop with kimberley and hero.then we walk by a row of house the kimberley and hero keep on said the one is they house then reach the bus stop.then i walk to the opposite side cos i need to go find my brother.

.PROMISS.

i had been almost 2 year since the start the the thing.but now i think it the time to end.i should have been fair to you in the first place and instead.......I promiss i will end the whole thing and today will be the end.

HIRERING NOTICE

Currently,the company that i am working lack of manpower.They need service staff,which is waiter/waitress.the job is quite fun fun as you can go to places that normal Singaporean cannot access like army camps,different schools,and some place of interest.this job need do things like

1)setting up for event like carrying thing and decorating the table.
2)waiter/waitress
3)clearing after the event end

That is mostly everything.1 hour pay is $5 or $5.50.This job is like an odd job,which mean that is there is a event,then you will be called,if there is no event,there mean there will be no job.this job have a inregular time,which mean that you might work form moring to midnight,or sometime it can be as short as 4 hour.but please don worry taxi fare can be claim is you are work till very late or very early.

This is my company website
ISS CATERING PTE LTE

the paid is given every 2 week and sometime there might be a delay of paid due to public holiday.

Please call me if you want to try out for this job you can contact me by my phone.my phone numbber is 83832930.or you can msn me.my msn is saga_dragon@hotmail.com.

What happen to me

why?why?why the felling came back.i should be gone when i make that promiss to you.but why haven is making fun of me.what can i do.the more i want to avoid,the more...........hais.

Study is more impotant than work.

time really fly,3 weeks just past like this.Sometime i really wish to go back to kindergarten,life was carefree,nap after breakfast.Now after recess still need go back class to study.since 4 jan i was busy with a lot of thing,mostly is regarding personal relationship problem and working cos there is a shortage of people,then bo bian i have to cover the shortage of worker,till 18 Jan cos company got some minor problem.Now are day peoples tell me study is more important that work,but i think i can make a balance between study and work.from last week,i have been runing all around jurong to work,then tomorrow and Friday got remedial and work,i also think time quite tight for me and my N'level is this year.thought of going higher NITEC or gamble with O'level result,hoping can go polytechnic.but need wait until my N level is finish and the result is out then can decide.

2010 here i come.

64 holiday pass so fast sia.i haven have enough fun.

18Dec09
so sian sia morning wake up 6am+.then go meet alloy and cheng tat the mrt down to boon lay.then 8pm start work at factory.i was supposed to leave at 4pm cos i at 7pm need go harbour front to board a cruise because my grandmother want to early celebrate Christmas with us.but there is a lot of work to do in the factory then we do until 6pm+.then cab down to harbour front almost miss the cruise sia.then went to eat at the cruise.then went back to the cabin and sleep to the next morning

19Dec09
went to eat Chinese buffet for morning and went around the cruise to do thing.i and my brother also try to smuggle to the casino but we were caught by the guard then we were told to go out.darm embarrass sia.then at 3pm went to the theater to watch g force with my mother and my brother.then at night we went to eat western food,we need to wear collar shirt in order to get in.after we eat finish,we went around the Cruise.at 11pm we went to watch the acrobat performance.quite nice.then after the show,we went back to sleep

20Dec09
went to eat breakfast then went back to room to pack up,cos we are going back to Singapore.then 12pm we were queuing to get down the Cruise.then cab back home then sleep till the next day.i know i like a pig sia keep on sleeping cos from Monday i haven been work from 8am to 4,5,6pm everyday.

21Dec09 to 18Dec09
went to factory to work with alloy from 8am to 5pm.

31Dec09
went to eat dinner with my cousin and grandmother then my cousin and i went to bishan park to play candle till 11pm then i went to my cousin house to see the countdown show.then went back home to sleep

2Jan10
went to the new school.quite different from the old school,but the d and t block like never change only the colour of the block change only

6Jan10
Darn f up sia.kana cut hair like a nerd like that all because the Mr leong lar.keep on saying my hair cannot.think he need wear spec liao.my back only a little long the ask the stupid c**** women to cut my whole hair and she was like screaming at me when i say can liao.

8Jan10
today time like quite fast.Geo learn the food thingy then maths learn the algebra,mt learn new words and copy thing.fu quan was like disturbing the teacher the whole lesson.the last period physic.i was like quite tired because i don know why every time i smell until flowery smell i will tent to sleep.then before physiche was this girl that got the flowery smell walk pass me then physics lesson almost felt asleep,then the catering auntie call me and ask me go work.then after school buy cig form *** ** cos i need to smell something to wake me up cos i was darn sleepy and i need to carry food which was quite heavy.7pm then the work end,bus back home.

YesTerDay

using point form again cos laszy type sentence.

^wake up at 9am+ am
^go to amk hub with my brother at 10am to meet cheng tat.
^take mrt all the way to boon lay.
^when to buy bread at breadtalk in jurong point.
^then take bus to pasir laba camp.
^start work in camp at 1pm.
^cheng tat keep looking at Chio Bu.
^our work is waiter.
^6pm+ event started
^my brother and cheng tat serve the guest with 30 another waiter and 8aunty
^i serve the vip with 1aunty and 2 waiter and 1 manager.
^event end around 9pm+
^do clearing up.
^take bus to lakeside mrt
^in mrt cheng tat keep on saying the emcee for the event darm Chio.
^12am+ father friend come fetch my brother and i to jalan bersa there
^my father was late for about 10 min+
^eat supper then when to pool centre
^play till 4am+ then go home
^eat mac for breakfast
^bath then sleep.

a good/bad holiday ??

it has been quite a while since i post liao so i here to update.pls kindle leave a tag 1000 thanks

2-8 Nov i was in Cambodia. this is the time plan.

First day.(2 Nov)
went to school with pe attire and track pant.at school there darm pai sei.everyone was wear black shirt,and i am the only one wearing p.e attire.then mark attendance then took bus the school book for us and off we go to changi airport.then teacher give us time to walk around airport.then went to mac and eat with cheng tat.then we board the airplane.cheng tat sit at my right side and ms tan sit on my left side.the halfway in the flight cheng tat want play card then i press a yellow button at the air con there,and the women ask me what i want then i say can take a packet card then she ask me wait awhile.then she pass me a pack of new card.then the people behind me follow press the button to take the card.the ms tan say she darm pai sai sitting with us.the Naomi keep disturb me.then sleep a while then wake up and play card with cheng tat.then we reach Cambodia,quite shock cos quite different from Singapore airport.









this toilets is use from us for 5 days.no water heater and hose only pail to take the water.and it freaking cold and a few day the weather is already very cold and we still use cold water for shower.

Disclaimer's some photo is taken from hero blog.'

Second day(3Nov)
in the morning,the weather is quite cold and it like going to rain.then after breakfast went to the work site school,which was quite near our home stay.and behind the school,there is a temple.



we were groups because we need to teach 1 day and build thing for 4 day.

the first problem is teacher bought 8-9 new box of colour pencil,but the colour pencil was not sharpen.then we manage to find only one sharpener.then we use axe to sharpen the colour pencil.

then some of us need to help the local to built a hut for the local.the local started by measuring the log and digging 4 big and narrow hole but half way through it drizzle.we were told to wear the poncho and we continue to dig hole.then we stop and went back to home stay for lunch.than after lunch we went back to the school.and we do thing till noon and went back to home stay



Disclaimer's photo is taken from hero blog.'

third day(4Nov)
it almost same like the second day.breakfast,school,luch,school.it almost same like the second day.breakfast,school,luch,school.the the afternoon,at the school. we play merry go around with the local.super fun.i was pull in almost every round.
but at night we where brought to a local night market.



fourth day(6Nov)
it almost same like the second day.breakfast,school,luch,school.but at night.but the hut is slowly coming together.



then at night,we have a campfire at the local school.but in the middle of the camp fire,i did not know what the local was trying to do they hold some of us and walk in circle and we was walking super near to the fire.then after than we go back to our home stay.some of us was crying when we were leaving and some of us take photo with the local.this can show than all of us know the local and develop a bond with the local even though we were there for only 5 days.then at home stay,we have a whole group reflection.

fifth day(7Nov)
we did not go to the school already.we went to take a bummer boat to see the river half way a lady from another boat came onto our boat to sell during i want to try the local beer and i bought a can.quite different from Singapore beer.and the tour guild saw what i was drink and tell Mr lau and my drink was kana confiscated then we went to a crocodile farm.later on we went to angkor wat and a land mine museum.

sixth day(8 Nov)
leave out home stay and went to the city phnom pehn.a good meal after five day of egg meal.we went to a local halal restaurant and eat.after lunch,we to a ex-detention centre during the country civil war and now a museum.there is disgusting photo there.then after than went to the palace.quite grand and big and there is a lot of valuable in the palace.next we went a ex killing field,which is use during the civil war to kill people about 3 billion people were kill during the civil war.after than went to a hotel restaurant to have our dinner.then we went to the local parsa malam.and when we reach there,it started drizzle.and went we go back,aseena find her phone was lost.we then went back to the bus to find if the phone might have drop in the bus but it not in the bus.the we head to the local biggest shopping centre.i and cheng tat bought a wallet.and after that we went to the supermarket.i want to buy beer but i warn not to buy any more beer after i was caught on the fifth day.but rayson bought 3bottle.i and cheng tat ta pao swenson ice cream to go back hotel.when we were about to go ms tan ask me look into her eye and she ask me if i bought something i was not suppose to buy then i say no the we went to the hotel.on the way back rayson was caught because the bottle was to big for the bag.and one guy said'teacher rayson kana detention ar?" then mr lau said "what detention?is excicution ar."then i was like laughing like mad.then at lobby mr lau come di siao me say want cheek if i bought any thing i was not suppose to but.but luckly i never buy.then an night cheng tat they all want taunt in a sec 2 room.then after bath we went to the room and rayson bring in the 2 bottle of beer.then he bottle cap very hard to open the zhen rong so pull the bottle cap with the toilet metal lock and the some of it spill.then we shared the beer.the 1 hour+,later ms tan suddenly press the door bell and we hid the beer.then ms tan came in smell the beer because the toilet no one wash after some of the beer spill in the toilet while oppening.then ms tan came in for a while and then go back to her room then i 3am when back to sleep cos Darn tired.

seventh day(Nov)
eat breakfast and took a plane back to Singapore and at Singapore airport we took a bus back to the school.and i took a cab with jac and ms sae we bought mac before going back home.

If you read my blog for more than a year,you might know what happen on last year 8 October 2008,and today is 8 of October 2009.

i really took a year to think about what had cause us to be like a "total stranger" in school and we hardly talk unless it important.By doing this i know i am selfish and not fair to you.All i can say i really don know what 'love' is.but now i do.

Love is to be always be willingly to give up everything to the person you love and want nothing back.If you love someone you will always be by their side,when he/she is sad you will try to cheer he/she up,when they are happy, he/she will want you to be by their side to share he/her joy with you.And no matter what happen you will be there for he/she.And the most important thing is to always tell the truth to him/her and trust him/her no matter what happen and accept all his/her flaw as no one is perfect.

Last year what i say to you in 100% real,yes i know i am not handsome and etc but what i say to you on 8 of october is real, if i lie to you,may god stuck me dead,but now it not important to you and me.i have promise you something on 21 September and i have done it.Maybe you will meet someone to love you more than i do and more handsome than me and i hope he can give you happness.

Using My Smile To Cover My Unhappness.

i will be using point form to post cos i lazy,and i know even no one want to read my blog.

^things in my family is better than last time

^there are a lot of thing to be solve

^quit smoking after my last packet of cigarette is finish

^this Saturday will be a busy day got a job testing at zoo kfc.and Saturday morning still need go mac and work.so Saturday i might no answer people phone call.i am here to said sorry i advance.

^there are still problem that i don know how to solve.

^i plan to go private school after this year if i get 1 in class for overall result(it seem impossible) but i haven tell my parent about it.

that is almost all i am thinking now.

today was quite nice.in school i am always caught by teacher for reading book.and surprisingly all teacher that caught me reading the book have read the book before.then maths lesson do filing then recess.then after recess was f and n.the fcking yi ping keep di siao me then i du lan than don talk to him.then was Chinese lesson,don know got the thought of quiting school cos this few day a lot of thing happen,and i started to smoke(i am not trying to act like smoking is very cool like that hor)cos i think it help me relive some of my stress.then after school yi ping say sorry to me then i go out to smoke with some friend.then after that go home and take badminton racket then bus down to meet benson and yi ping and their friend the we started to play badminton.then 5+pm we go to 7-11 to buy drink then benson and yi ping sent me to the bus stop and i bus home.and just now don know why all the blogskin i chose all say what bandwide exceed then what upgrade,then i change the blog skin to this.

i promise not to bug you anymore,but i am not sure i can forget you a not.

vental tears

i thought about maybe letting go of you is the best way to end but until now i still love you.i never treasure you you when we were together on 8 of October 2008,even it was just a day,or even it is less that 24 hours.the feeling is always there when i see you,and i am guilty of not by your side when you was sad or loney,because everytime now,i was afraid i talk sometime wrong and you will get angry at my nonsense,and because i know you never like me anymore.maybe this might be my excuse for me to feel better.i admit i am not a handsome guy.but now saying this is pointless because we have reach a stage were we don even talk to each other.and another 50 days is 8 of October,maybe i am to in love in you to a point i don have the courage to let go of you and move on.

Wish you,all the best of end of year.

RHD was not so bad after all

today wake up at 7.30am.actually i don want to go school want but in the end still go cos of some reason.8am went down to take bus to school back gate and change to 315bus.then i bus saw yin fai.then we went to drink something before go in to school.then 9am+ go down to see thing like hanna drawing and the rice thing.then at canteen saw alloy they all.the after that go back to class and eat.then 10am+ go to the fashion show christine and faris win 1.then Mr lin win best male teacher costume and he win one monkey.then go back to class darm sian the go 3c class watch movie the go back class take temperature then clean up the class and go serogoon jc there with yi ping to buy thing then went to the coffee shop and eat then i and yi ping go home then we meet at bishan mrt at 2pm+.then we train down to bugis cos yi ping want go temple pray.then we went to suntect city.then we board the bus at bugis and we saw yan yue and her friend.then we alight at suntect and we went to play archary.i darm lousy sia arrow anyhow fly.then we went to arcard to play for a while then go mac and buy drink.then we go marina square a shop for a while and we saw this pic quite intersting



then when we want go we pass by another arcade and saw a lot of people and then is a winne a pooh bear



then we bus home and i fall a sleep in the bus.

a lot of thing happen during the past one month.my father is jobless for one month because of some thing and he had return to work yesterday.June holiday was fun.last two week of June holiday went to play pool at midnight near janlan bersah stadium with my father and some of his friend.we play form 2am to 5.30am.darm fun sia.they play one table and i play another table because they were gambling.

29 of June went back to school.the school is very kia su sia wear mask and the what plastic cloth.then need taking temperature before going to school.then during lesson,Mr ho say he will be on leave for 3 week like that.

15 of June,hair check.i was caught because of my hair colour.then during the third period,someone called me down to see ms ming then i put a black water colour thing into my pocket and faster run down to the toilet.then at toilet i put the water colour on my hair and trying to cover my hair colour.the water colour is darm smelly sia.then go see ms ming then ms ming give me another chance and want me to dye back my hair.

don know why starting of this semester,don know influence by what thing,i first time actually study in class attentively and making note.i even motivate alloy to play attention in mr sia class and stop sleeping in mr sia class.

that all about the pass one month.and for the pass one month no body give me tags also.maybe everyone is busy for the pass one month.



"today is different from yesterday because you might have do or never do thing that make you regrat.

today is different from tomorrow because you don know what would happen tomorrow but you will live happly and wait for tomorrow to come"

recenly i see many people emo ing so there to stop people from emo ing.

today lesson was fun especially maths cos i go to mr sia class because mr ho go somewhere.mr sia class can play poker card ,listen to mp3 and use handphone.i also use handphone during he class while playing attension to what he teach.then pe do 5 station.then play a little bit of batminton.then recess.the darm yi ping lock me outside my class.then is f and n lesson.do the what cource work thing.then mt do compo then after school go lan with yiping benson and alloy and alloy and i play dota at first and "alloy is a dota noob"keep on feeding.then after that yiping,benson,alloy andme play L4D super fun.then after then go mac eat.then bus home.

back for M.I.A.(edited)

21may
yesterday was school free day.our class went to sentosa,same as last year but
different people.reach school as normal day,around 7+am.then at class room i receive a sms from my mac manager norli cos i lie to her cos i don want to do morning shift cos i only know how to fry hasbrown only.then she switch timing with alloy.

then morning assembly then bus down to vivocity.asshole lar last year the bus goes in to sentosa,but this year,we need take bus from the interchange opposite vivocity.the weather is FCK hot.we wait until 9am+ the bus come then some (KIA SU AND NO MANNER PEOPLE)cut queue and some of our class people who queue patiently in the hot weather have no place to sit.then reach sentosa.i find something very funny got tram our class don take but walk.

then at there put our thing then we to the beach and sit with benson then i went down to the water with westly they all then.after 30min plus people are being pull or chase down into the water like regu.Darn funny sia 6 peoples chase regu down into the water.then kimberley they all came down to the water.then play with westly they all then went to kimberley that side and they call me sea lion.then play in water for a while then go bury yi ping and fu quan.then play until don know what time ms lam come scold us for play in water.then went it about to rain,i,yi ping and wei chen go to take our thing and goes to toliet and bath.then went we bath finish then it rain.then after bathing yi ping ask me want go to watch movie the i agree.then went we want take tram go back pei xuan was finning her phone cos she pass to jasmi and somehow it ended at zhen hao there and i try to called zhen hao and zhen hao phone is off.then i massage him and after a while he call me back and we take the tram and goes to the ticket offic to find zhen hao.then take the mono train to vivo.then i was suppose to goes to movie with yi ping they all but i left.

then i went to find qui min,qui hui,cindy agness and chun chaun they all at candy empire.then we went to subway to eat then went we was to take lift to the arcard,we saw a lot of people near the lift and a old lady was lieing on the floor.then people are calling ambulance and a lady appear out of no where and help the lady.then we went to arcard and we saw 3d people then we play some game before playing pool.then we went to the central to buy sticky to buy sweet and we have dinner at yoshinoya.this is a first time i was eating yoshinoya.then after then cabbed to amk with chun chaun and agness.

22may

went to school and take report book.wow i first time get 5 in class.but some of the subject i never take sso take CA mark,if take MYE mark i sure fail one sia.but fail 3 sub.

13may

left home at 3.20pm to work.cabbed down to seragoon mac cos my work shift is 3.30pm.luck reach on time.then at 7pm,the manager ask me go with me to another mac to take something.then after taking the thing,we went back to the mac which i was working and i did something very funny.when i was cooking the meat the manager was at my back and i did not notice he was behine me,then went i turn back i accidentally elbow him in the stoma.then he said"pain sia"then i laugh for a while then work until 7.44pm then went home.

how i wish the time would go slower.

how i wish time would go slower.this year every seem very fast and busy for me.maybe because of my work at mac and exam is around the corner.

yesterday was a busy day.after school go find alloy and ask him want to go watch movie.then went to provision shop outside the school to buy green tea.then went back to school cos i want to take the excise book i accidentally left under my desk.then after that when i go back school,the class was already lock.then go 3c class room cos i heard noise inside then inside 3c class room,i saw cindy and qui min that go to the bus stop cos i lazy walk to LAN then at bus stop saw pei xuan and benson.then thirsty again cos the weather is very hot then walk to shop to buy drink.then went to bus stop after buying drink and go to the bus stop to take 315 to LAN.then at LAN,the uncle said full house.then went mac again,cos i was thirsty again then went to buy millo.then at mac the manger ask me i i got check the work thing.for your information people"i work in mac at seragoon gardens."then agness called me to go back to school.then bussed to school back gate and walk to 3c class room.then in 3c class room agness they all doing f and n project.then went councilor room to slack with jasmi.then i said two bear very cute then i put the two bear on the table then went jasmi play the guitar the two bear drop on the floor.then after then went back to 3c to talk with them.then 3+pm went home to bath and go amk hub to watch movie "raman girl" starting quite funny then at the back very romantic and sad.

i finally let go liao

today was fun.first period is english never listen to mr kenan cos busy coping geography note.i first time copy geography willing so happy.hope to pass combined humanity with flying colour.then was geo i think still copying note.then was CE lesson was boring though mr ho tell us stories.then was pe.went i walk down to the basketball court saw mr ong very emo sitting at the starcase near home econ room.then recess buy thing up to class and eat then the mr din come up said tempereture taking.then was chem revise on the ion thing.then was maths sit behind and talk to westly they all.after school got celebrat cindy birthday at 3d and the cake fight is boring because we cannot shout because ms kang is have remindial lesson next door.than all for today and this thursday going to watch raman girls with alloy they all.

off to copy geo note bb.

one busy week(edited)

Monday.27 april 2009
i did something very pai sai.on Monday before going to school buy a chocolate because aseena said she will help me pass it to her.then at class don know who said i very cheapskate.said why buy only one.then another one said should buy 3 cos i mean i love you.then very pai sai then rush to parade square cos i need said pledge.then when i came back don know who put the chocolate under her table.then don know what period she ask me the chocolate is it mine then i said not mine cos i very pai sai.then i massage assena tell her the chocolate thing don said out then i forget what happen next.then after school went LAN to play dota and hope to forget what happen in school.

sorry for and inconvenience and trouble i cause and thank you to the people that help.i really love you from the start and i accept you decision.

Wed

then i a party for cindy after school but agness never come.then change to Thursday.then went amk with jasmi,cindy,shimin,quimin,quihui to watch 17 again.the movie darm nice sia.

Thursday.

late for school with benson and yi ping.went rk house eat prata.then eat until half way and don know why i don feel like eating any more.then i tell beson and yi ping something bad is going to happen.then fraci call yi ping said they class was in mess.then went to shool late and jenica ask we why late and i said i go but thing to eat.then after recess 3a,3c chaos.then faris go put one paper got pig and 3 Chinese words"da fei zhu"then feng qi came in to our class and pull mine shirt and push faris table then shout don know what thing.then after school,then is a party for cindy and agness did not come and was change to next Monday.then after school went find yi ping and HE LIE TO ME.then quimin called me said agness want go her near by mac to celebrate cindy birthday.then we bussed down to ang mo kio ave 5 mac.then celebrate cindy birthday.then later at 6+ went to amk hub to meet alloy and his brother to watch movie the international.quite nice lar but in the movie a lot of the character die.then after the movie went home.

today.

wake up at 8.30 and sms agness because today agness,quimin,quihui,cindy,shimin was suppost to go escape theme park but many people is sick so cancel.12pm+ saw the two letter that pei xuan give me.then i read the letter for a few time for no reason.then went to mac and work from 5pm to 9pm.first time doing night shift.my hand kana scald because i drop the mac spicy meat to hard to the oil vet because i was talking to people.

than all for this week.maybe tomorrow and sunday got work.next week monday i will update so reader pls remember to view my blog on next monday 4 april.ty

happy early birthday ethan

happy early birthday ethan.after school went to lan with cheng tat they all.use a hero called night stalker dam fun to play.then after lan i ask westly want go celebrate ethan birthday with agness they all.then we go to bangawan sole to buy a chocolate cake and then went cold storage to buy drink and plate.then cab to school then saw a few teacher outside the school.then went to 3d classroom and agness they all prepare the cake and etc and westly call ethan come up.then ethan came up then we sang birthday song and we cut the cake after eating,ethan sugested to take a group photo then after taking photo,i take a cake and smash on ethan face.then after ethan claean his face westly use another cake to smash on athan face then ethan go take some cake cream to put on jasmi face then we stared to play with the left over cake then we all ended up wih oilly face cos i don know the cake got the oilly thing then we wash up and clean the classroom then ethan left for meeting i think.then we crap about thing and jasmin they all bully me sia.then we go outside the school because the OM ask the aunty to ask us leave the classroom cos we to noisy.then outside school we talk talk.then mr lin came back from dragonboating with the sec 2.then when we want go home westly say near the school got live chicken went we went to see with mr yong lin.the chicken is darm fat sia.then bus home.

my life is empty without you

today was so so i think.first period is MT and mr ho go in wrong class and lin lao shi is late for lesson.then the next period is maths.then was ADEF got consultation.then was recess.then maths again got test.i am going to flunk the test.then after school went brash basha shopping center with agnes,qui min,qui hui,cindy.agness want go there buy drum stick.and i saw a guitar clip which has a pic of lucky thridteen and agness also buy some guitar clip and she treat me the clip.thank agness.then went to suntect cos me and agness want go play archery.then we go food court ad eat before going to play archery.then me and agness cab down to amk hub and i busse home.

today went healthzone for the F and N project.then it stared with a talk ad some idiots talk rubbish say cut head,cut cork.then we went to HPB library to find info about hypertension.then on the way to the library alloy went missing and he called me and he say he at library already.then after copying the info went to play at the game at there.then at around 4.30pm i bring my group and sudupta to 7 eleven to eat.the food there is darn expensive.then we late cos we supppost to meet at 5 pm then the teacher scold us.went the bus reach the school we were dismiss.then walk to bus stop to take 315 then saw yi rong and friend.then go sergoon garden to change bus.then buss home.

early good friday

today don need go school sia so happy,cos i go yang zhen primary to help out in their sports carnival.

leave home at 6.30am,bussed down to yang zhen.at the bus stop near yang zhen,i saw the sec 3c boy i don know how to spell his name.then we walk to yang zhen primary together.halfway i call agness and she told me she reach already.then at yang zhen timothy and the sec3 boy give us our tag and agness could not find cindy tag.then timothy don know go where find a tag for cindy.then we assembly in the concourse.shock sia cos the school almost the same as the old peicai concourse.then later i and agness they all go seperate way cos we not in the same group.i am i aseena,kimberley,hero and jirayou.then we go to the hall and we were brief about what we suppose to do.

i was suppose to take the yellow house group but i swap with jirayou and i take the red house group(kenai).at the last game,the primary 1 support the primary 2 with the cheer.lazy to explain.

after the event the vp of yang zhen talk to us and take photo with us.then we mac with agness they all.

April fool

today was fun at school sia.morning assembly a lot of people never go down.then one sec 5 class prank the teacher i think the whole class late for school.and Mr razali scold them.then first period ADF almost kana prank by yi ping.then got test which i think can pass cos can see worksheet.then P.E play volleyball with kimberley,aseena,hero,benson,christabel and justin.play abc with justin and jeolyn and i lost so have to treat them drink.then was assembly super funny sia.after school went LAN with cheng tat and the 3c boy.then went back to school to take bag and meet benson they all.

To the people(benson,christabel,aseena,kimberley and pei xuan) who waited for me at the bus stop today.sorry for not going yang zhen with your.this is what happen when i go chong hua primary school someone was angry at someone and i as a student councilor has to do something about it.then by the time when the problem was settle it was quite late and i did not go yang zhen with your.i am sincerely sorry.and i mean what i say.sorry for ps your.if your want to know what happen you can ask me and i will tell your what happen,but i will not tell your the name of the people who are involve.

now then i know that the STUDENT COUNCELIER Pin is very 'HEAVY".

my poor hand

today almost late for school again.darm bus come at 7.12am.tomorow must wake up early.today recess time.BANANA,HERO AND BIRD disturb me i ask them can go in the class they don know why keep laughing.then when i take to alloy then faster go in the classroom then i go climb the wall and KIMBERLEY use the broom,want to whack me like human whacking lizard.then i climb in to the class and i want to use broom to disturb kimberley then we start to pull the broom then aseena and hero go take video.i don know kimberley so strong sia keep on pulling until i tired that the broom thing come out.and kimberley scratch my hand.



peixuan yesterday give me this letter



for those who cannot see i shall type out.all written by peixaun

weiqing:
seriously you're a good friends and classmate.among our classmates or friend.your rumours & bad things about you is less or nothing.about her,i think tht you this kind of guy had almost extinct.good luck yo your feeling towards her.i'll support you all the way
peixuan.

the second letter from peixaun given to me today



for those who cannot see i shall type out.all written by peixaun


weiqing
this letter is specially written for you de uh,please be honoured to receive this letter.i've written what i thought on the cover paper of chemistry txt bk uh.heh.you may throw away that paper liao luh.seriously,i sin shang you sia.you,wait for so Long and still waiting for her.your heart can see is small uh,only can put her in.i see that you're very faithful.hah.better that those other guys that say for fun or only say for the girls to accept.you're very sincere,& work harder uh.i'll support you all the way.
peixaun.

thank you pei xuan for you support.