First week was ok.I did not really feel embarrassed that I am in ITE,cos for me it like a second chance to prove to people and also train myself.I don care if people look down on me a not,as long as I don look down on myself can already.i don live my life for people to look down on me.I want to be successful in life,I have big dreams and I will work towards it.
During my time as group rep,I see a different side of the lecturers.It really scary,you really need to be in your best form ,so that you won get aim by them.It really not my style to alway be like a model student.I want to have colour hairs,I don like to tuck in my shirt after school,I like to fold up my sleeve after school because I tend to sweat a lot.But when I am a group rep,I cannot act the way I want.I Feel like a actor in front of them.So now after I step down as a group rep,I can do whatever things I want after school.
Our class advisor was a nice lady and mother to everyone of us.I saw some of my "lifesaver mentor characteristic" in her.I must say she is really a strong lady,as she have been though a lot and survive it.i really salute her,but there are also a few minor things that I am not happy with her.I did not want to tell her what are the few minor things because I want to prove to her that I am correct.I never believe in argument and debating with people of higher rank than me,I prefer showing to the person the facts. From today onward,I will blog everyday,because I want to train my discipline because if I had discipline during my "O" level,I might not be in ITE.
I also realise that i might have a crush on two of my classmate.I am not a flirt ok!!The horoscope say Sagittarius guy will tend to like two or more people.But once they met someone that he like,he will only focus on that person.But for now,i don really expect much because of my other work commitment outside school,i really have no time for this BGR thing right now.
Shall stop here.Bye bye.
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