Why isit that all unhappy thing come so sudden and leave so much pain.

This holiday so many thing happen."N" level result,work,friends.

I was not quite happy although i qualify for sec 5 but i was not aiming for sec 5 but higher NITEC.but because of my maths i could not apply for nitec.i am not trying to show of anything but seriously i know the different between "N" and "O" and i am always to lazy to study at home.take "O" level to me is like asking me to giving up the old habit of watching tv and play computer at home,which is my biggest challenge in 2011.

Currently i have completely no interest in working in my current company.Although they can just fire me and hired people who are better than me.but seriously this company image have completely tarnish.i went to work in a event and i heard people saying,"is this company that recently have the food poisoning one".then when i heard them saying that i really feel a bit embarrass but that there is nothing i can do.and i don like the way they arrange the staff for their event.is like people paying, 1 person $20 dollar X 127 person which mean is like $2000+ for the event and the service they provide is very bad.

but i found another job which is setting up event stall but it very tiring cos people that work there are all 30 year old++ uncle which is very strong and i am only like 16.

Friends are the most importain people to me.but people said "friend come and go" maybe it quite true.cos most 4c boy are going ite.i am really going to miss some of them because:

i use to hang out with alloy and last year holiday we use to work together at the same factory and wake up darm early and take mrt to boon lay from amk.

i will miss LT beacuse i use to go to his house and fix gundam with alloysius and i still remember that when farhan got into trouble that time he did not run alway and help me.

i will miss ian beacuse we use to go ice skating with kc,faris this holiday.

i will miss farhan although i sometime ignored his when he talk to me.and some time pang sei him during recess.

But no matter where your go next year,i will alway remember your as my friend and i will remember that when friend or i was in trouble,your did not run away and your help me.