Right now,to be honest,I still want to start that entrepreneur idea that i have thought of but i don really have that finance right now.Wanted to lent from mum but she already lent me some money for the upcoming trip and she kinda not wanting me to go on this trip also.And also when my attachment start,i might not be able to handle both task at the same time.Did find some people to join me,but was rejected immediately.But still i will not give up on this idea,for i will definitely work some things out.
Keep having this thought that i am a "stubborn" person with a tendency on making "rash" decisions and end up making the "wrong" choice.Perhaps being an "emotional" person is my weakness.I am always affect by other people feelings and my own feelings that when it come to making a choice or a decisions,i am blinding by emotions that i cannot make a logical decisions or actions.
About 2 week till the final 2 exam paper and it will be the end of the 6 months school lesson and the start of 6 months attachment program.Still a bit nerve wracking about it.Hopefully this attachment would pass very fast.I guess perhaps i would miss the class a bit.Did not really bond with them much but there are times which i really had a lots of fun with them.Will miss a few of them when i leave.
Not to sure what i am going to do during the upcoming holiday...haha...Not intending to work part time but i am low on cash.What to do??
Somehow this is how i am feeling now.
Guess one day i will find my own happiness,but till then i will patiently wait for her to come into my life.
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