Realisation Friday

For once i am begining to wonder if it was the right choice to come into the course that i am studying now.Only 6 people in the same class literally.

Sometime i just don feel like going with the group and there are so many thoughts running in my mind,it not that they are not good,i guess the problems lie with me.I just feel like having a heart to heart talk with them,but i already know what would happen if i did that.I guess not all words are meant to be spoken.And i just feel that is pointless anyway.

I think i might not get good mark for my test today as it was really a hard paper,so that means i have to try harder for the rest for my test and exam.

Check my bank balance yesterday and it was not really that good.I am only left with a few hundreds bucks.I have not been taking any money from my parents since last year November and i have been using my work attachment as my allowance.The feeling of not having to have a single cent from my parent was awesome,having to work like mad and tolerate nonsense from your work place,just to have extra money in your pocket.Working is tough but when you get your pay,it worth it,i guess.